Day 61

Totally mess up my sleeping time again, suppose to sleep at night but i'm so freaking energetic and hyper....but i'm so sleepy n lazy when it comes to night time....

 Been staying in my room for the whole day...no where to go...no else to do....no mood to study for moral also....I just want to finish the exam and go back home now!!!T.T....

Counting the days....2 more days till the end of exam and back HOME!!!!:))

I miss my roomy already....without her, i really feel lonely because i have no one to talk with and no one to accompany me especially when i'm hungry!!!...I am the type of person who are very lazy...i can skipped my meal just because i'm lazy to drive out to get something to eat....If my roomy is here, she will always ask me for lunch or dinner....Ish ish.....I'm just like a small kid under her caring,and i always feel "happiness"....*thanks roomy*

Sometimes, i really wonder why must it always be like that???Things forever will not going the same way as what we wish....Everything...no matter what....*sigh* For once, people told me that we control our faith our life....but it seems not true for me....sometimes, when things happen it is just like how it suppose to be and we cannot change it....aren't it true???how can we avoid from things happen???:S:S

Well, sometimes we gotta accept what is happening and accept thing that is already expected....The more we hope the more we will fall...Never take things seriously???I wish i can too.....

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories, they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high

It never would've worked out right

We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out

I didn't come here to hold you

Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road

Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on

So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder

But I know that you'll find another

That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss

Then we could feel the poison set in

Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so

I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road

Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on

So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone

You can't make it feel right

Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson

You gave me hope...but you take it away again....

I know i shouldn't be hoping anymore....
Yes I really know....
All i need is a little more time....
No birthday celebration, no x'mas celebration, no new year celebration and etc....
I will just keep myself to be alone in everything....
Because i dun want to recall the moments when you was there.....
It still hurts a lot after all!!!