Day 29

Yee Ying went back to KL already and i started to miss her a lot...Really thanks and appreciate a lot when she's back in Kampar and we really had a great time together....


Today i wasted the whole day sitting in front of my lappy to watch PPS's movie....Oh gosh,PPS really kills me if i continue to be like that...:S:S...can't stop myself from it because i'm really lazy to start my work!!!



There's many things in my mind and i do not know who can i talk to....I tried not to think much about it but i just cannot control my feelings and thinking....It's really a hard time for me when i'm being alone in the room....My roommate is not back yet and tonight i gonna sleep alone....I'm scare....I scare not because of anything but just the thoughts in my mind which makes me hardly fall asleep....bad dream i can say!!~


I do not know...1 month passed...I still cannot control myself...The feeling is still deep inside my heart and it was like yesterday....How long more i need to go over everything???


I'm emo....as usual....


I guess i will just stop here and not continue this emo post....

Here's the Quote of the day!!:)

ENJOY!!!

"Promise yourself to live your life as a revolution and not just a process of evolution"
~ Anthony J Dangelo

Day 28

Went Ipoh today!!!But, no ticket for movie!!!so we end up shopping and walking in Ipoh Parade....
Went Kenny Rogers for our lunch:))
Wasted the whole day in Ipoh and no time for assignment already....*guilty*
Guess tomorrow gotta be more hardworking to start my assignment!!gambateh!!!:D 
Sleepy now because never had enough sleep last night....Guess i got to stop here and continue tomorrow!!!
Good Night!!!ZzzzzZZZz...

Day 27

Friday

missed Moral class again for the 3rd week...

couldn't wake up in the morning because i'm being so lazy to attend the class...

Been watching PPS HK drama for whole day....

Assignment are waiting for me but i'm really lazy....just dun know why....

Went to Sushi King again today with Chiu Yen...

Priya called me and told me that we gotta go PUTRAJAYA to present our proposal for the 1Malaysia on Tuesday....Kinda nervous and exciting...haha...wish us luck:):)

Never go back home this week...and I miss home already!!!

Wanna watch 2012 badly now...

Hopefully i will have the time to go for a movie this weekend...:P

Wasting time in watching drama lately...

This semester never involve much in activities...that's why more free for wasting time on doing other things.....But, everything is in a rush because we just have 7 weeks this semester and finals is coming soon!!!!Hopefully i can get a good result in this semester and increase my CGPA before it's too late!!!*praying hard*

Been talking on the phone with a girl of my EX for more than 1.5 hours....Pity her i can say....and i feel empathy to her after listen to her story...it really reminds me of him when we were together and reminds those bad days n suffering days being together with him....Maybe he's just too "childish" to control his emotional and   also being immature when he's in a relationship!!!!i only can advice her but nothing else....I feel sorry because she's the next victim after me....I dun know what can i do to help her....but I know she will not going to give up on him so easily....Izzit worth it to being so stupid because of him????

Talking to her reminds me of looking back on myself....It's almost the same situation that i was facing before this....I didn't listen to other's advice and just want to prove to myself that i am not wrong....Now i somehow can realize it's really hard for one to do it when it really happens on us.....All i can do is just time to let go and leave....and I hope the girl will also have the same decision with me!!!!!~~~

Sigh,

Gotta be alone again in this weekend because my roommate is going back home....Well, i guess i already used to being alone....I am dependent at times but i can also be independent when there's no one there for me....Now i really need to be more independent....and i'm still learning...:):)

I wanna go Ipoh tomorrow...=P

I wanna be happy everyday....:D

hint : Everyone will have a chance:P:P

Good night!!!!! 

Day 26

First of all, i wanna wish my brother " HAPPY BIRTHDAY"!!!

Today Moral exam....never really study for it but afterall still consider can do lar...30 mins gao dim...can pass lor!!:P:P

Went to look around and shop in some boutique shops with Chiu Yen today....dun know why...just feel like wasting some money on buying things....never bought any clothes but bought some accessories for myself to make me feel happy~~~Weee~~~~

Didn't do anything today and just back from yum char...tomorrow still dun know wanna attend 8am Moral class anot because i really dun feel like going the morning class....still can't sleep yet but i'm really tired now....ZzzZzz....mind keep thinking of many things....there's so many things that i haven't do yet but i'm really lazy to do it.......Moral and Statistic assignment haven't do yet....CHARM LOR!!!!T.T

Not going back this week because i already POK KAI (broke)....lolx...but i feel like going to watch 2012!!!!anyone wanna accompany?????:D:D

Gotta go to bed now because i'm lazy and tired already....So, GOOD NIGHT!!!;)

*ps: my diet plan fail again....lolxx*

Day 25

TIRED~

Today Statistic exam was good...and hopefully i can get an A for it!!!:):)

Tomorrow Moral exam...just started to study 2 hours ago and i left 2 and half more chapters to go...Dun really feeling like reading it or seeing it but i'm scare tomorrow cannot do...LoLx....maybe plan to wake up early to study before go for exam bah!!!KEKE :P:P

OhhhYAaaa...Today went Ipoh Jusco with Law,Apple,Kar May and Jerms...we went there to help Jerms to choose birthday present for his special someone:P:P...Ate McDonalds OF COURSE!!!and we took "NGA CHOI GAI"-Ipoh Chicken Rice as our dinner before we back to Kampar again....Tiring day~~

A little moody...and i am controlling my temper and patient....

I know i shouldn't be like that but sorry that i can't do it as what i promise....

Give me just a little more time and I will be alright!!!!

I have faith in myself!!!!

GAMBATEH GOH YEE YIING!!!!!!!!!!!!

good night...xoxo:)

Day 24

整天都在胡思乱想很多东西...
脑海里还是不能停止关于他的每一点每一滴...
做什么事情都会联想到他...
我真的不知道还能用什么来调整自己的情绪....
心情真的很不好...
今天没有什么特别事情发生...
不过我的朋友从KL回来几天....我很开心...因为有人陪我...我不会那么寂寞.....在这里的日子越来越艰难....我不知道应该要用什么心态去面对.....好烦啊!!!!!!~
明天有小考...数学科啦....这也是我比较有把握的科目....希望可以顺顺利利啦!!!!:)
想睡了...晚安....ZZzzz...
*ps : i miss you!!!!*

Day 23

HEADACHE and not feeling well...
didn''t have a nice sleep also...
not in the mood to do anything....
there's so many things waiting for me to do but i'm still dun have the motivation to start anything!!!
I tried really hard to make myself happy but it isn't work at all....
I wanted to choose to close an eye for things but my mind can't stop me from thinking....
Really suffering...
I dunno what shall i do now???
PLS...HELP...ME.....


*ps : why did you choose to lie???*
*i'm really dissapointed and speechless...
*how i wish i can kill myself now!!!!