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Tuesday, March 27, 2012

What is in your mind???

 

Saw this in facebook and suddenly think of the conversation between me and a friend....
If there's a chance,
I hope I can lessen my worries day by day....
How about you???
Will you too???
*Sry for the answer that disappointed you just now*
Good night!:) 

Friday, March 23, 2012

自己都不能了解自己了。。。还能帮人吗?

 

有时候,真的很怀疑自己的能力到底在哪里了。。。很多时候,自己都无法为自己想办法了。。。那么别人的事情,我哪里还有能力去帮呢?

越来越不能了解自己所需要的东西了。。。自己的目标。。。希望。。。也好像离自己越来越远了。。。。最近做什么事情都不是很顺利了。。。。差一点点就要放弃自己所想要的东西了!梦想。。。。好像不太能实现了吧?:(

最近很多身边的朋友都一一开始有自己的生活了。。。有的要结婚了。。。有的也订婚了。。。有的还生了可爱的宝宝。。。。甚至有的也开始寻找和找到自己的另一半~ 25岁了。。。应该是想着人生另一个阶段了啦。。。。但是我呢?我啊。。。好像还是一事无成。。。事业与爱情。。。什么都还是一张空白的白纸。。。。。很悲哀吧!!:( 不知道是不是最近都在和那些有伴侣的朋友出街。。。。自己开始很羡慕。。。也开始很想找一个人来了解了。。。。但,认真再想。。。。我好像还真的不能定性下来叻。。。我还是想等待那个真心为我付出的那个人。。。。。。他。。。。。会在哪里啊?他。。。。何时会出现?他。。。。还要让我等待多久呢???? 

机会真的是要靠自己去掌握的吗?很多时候。。。我真的很矛盾。。。。也许也许。。。真的自己经历太多太多的失败了。。。。我好像失去了信心。。。。做什么都不能完全相信自己的能力。。。而且还。。。。很难再喜欢上一个人了。。。。。 对的人,真的存在吗?对的时间,真的还能等待吗?这个世界。。。。真的有可以对自己很好的人吗????

最后,最近和一位认识很久的“男性朋友”熟了起来。。。。原来以前是我没有真正去了解这个人。。。。“他“其实真的很不错,不过我想他也不会对我有任何的感觉吧~哈哈。。。算了咯。。。我也不想再去想那么多了啦。。。现在值得开心的是。。。我真的真的已经放下另一个他了!我真的没有什么期望了。。。只想和他做朋友:)

我,还在等待。。。。等待在这世界某个角落的你的出现。。。。

我,还在期待。。。。 期待在这世界某个角落的你的出现。。。。

你,听见了吗????

你,出现了吗????

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

电视剧《步步惊心》片尾曲

曲名:三寸天堂
歌手:严艺丹
停在这里不敢走下去
让悲伤无法上演
下一页你亲手写上的离别
由不得我拒绝
这条路我们走得太匆忙
拥抱着并不真实的欲望
来不及等不及回头欣赏
木兰香遮不住伤
不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光
不再找 约定了的天堂
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常
借不到的三寸日光



停在这里不敢走下去
让悲伤无法上演
下一页你亲手写上的离别
由不得我拒绝
这条路我们走得太匆忙
拥抱着并不真实的欲望
来不及等不及回头欣赏
木兰香遮不住伤
不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光
不再找 约定了的天堂
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常
借不到的三寸日光
不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光
不再找 约定了的天堂
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常
借不到的三寸日光
那天堂是 我爱过你的地方

Monday, March 5, 2012

Surprisingly....

Facebook is always one of the great "storyteller" in most of the peoples life nowadays....So do me....I checked facebook everyday... I also will get many new updates from my friends....especially those that I didn't manage to contact or meet up everyday..... Some of them who I never have their contact in real life.... I also know their updates from facebook....How convenient it can be to everyone of us out there right? :)

 I click though facebook yesterday night after hanging out with Brian and Kwen.....When I was facebook-ing.....Suddenly I saw a surprise news from one of my long long lost friend....He had married with his gf....Gosh! I can't believe that! It's too sudden for me~ Almost cannot accept the true of it...lolx >.< Suddenly pop out in my  mind....Doubt everything that what he told me before...... Oh well, anyway, really feel happy for him and hope that he will lives happily with his wife~ :))

Recently, I had received many surprise from friends....*Hey, heart attacks sometimes*......Can't believe that I am already 25 this year and I have many friends who is going to marry or attached or gave birth and some even have 2 or 3 children already~~~~~~~~~ OM gosh........... I can't imagine that we are getting older....BUT I am still having nothing in life....NO career....NO relationship.... NO money....NO stability....NO maturity....NO responsibility.......etc..........ouch, it's too much to a NONONO....... :( Pity sad for myself.....for NOT working out any of my goals yet! >.< How sad it can be.....SIGH~

I always think to improve myself....but I always confuse myself and make myself lost in no way...... :(  I dun have any achievement now.... I feel myself a useless one.... I dislike myself for not working out anything in life.....I also classify myself as a failure.... Always feel dislike towards myself.......I really dun know how to get everything over it and just be myself and accept myself for who I am.............. Sometimes I really hate to be myself..... I know I am not loving myself more already...... I always complaint.....I always feel unfair.... I always feel dislike towards myself...... How how How?? How am I going to throw all these useless thought in mind???????????? Sigh, I just dun feel satisfaction in my lfie..... I am demanding more and more over it...........!!!!!!!!!~ Many say that I am those who wants everything to be perfect.....Yes I do admit it.....But many also says that I must accept that I am not perfect...and no one is perfect in this world............I must learn to accept the good and bad about myself..........I.......really......dunno......how......to.....change.....my.....perception.......in....my......life..................