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Saturday, January 30, 2010

Day 105

工作虽然很辛苦,但是还算过的不错...遇到很多不同的事情....我是不会那么容易被打败的!!!!!:P
新年即将来临了....很期待....因为可以休息啊~~好有很多很多好吃的东西!!!wow~~
减肥计划永远不能成功:(....aih....不能准时吃东西....又没有吃营养的东西.....到底还有什么有效的方法呢???我不喜欢现在的我咯!!!T.T
今天翻回以前写的东西....不知不觉时间真的过得很快.....那么久了....原来伤痛还是没有减少....我是不是很差又很笨啊???:( 不喜欢现在的生活....不喜欢现在那么现实的社会.....为什么生活就是要那么的艰难????
现在我终于明白为什么我那么喜欢"再说一次我爱你"这首歌....哈哈.....真的很有意思....很好听....很适合我的心情.....如果真的有机会重来.....我一定会好好珍惜!!!我期待......
少了你的日子,原来还是不能把关于你的事情放在一边.....每天很自动的想要一上网就找你谈天...可是那种"应不应该"..."要不要"....."可不可以"....还有很多复杂的心情真的很不好受.....害怕会打饶你....害怕你不喜欢....害怕你会生气....害怕很多很多....我到底是怎么了?????????????????
最近发生了一些事情....我很想跟你说.....可是我不知道应该怎么开口.....好为难啊~~~~~T.T
明天还要做工...该睡了.....
晚安!!!

Friday, January 29, 2010

Day 103-104

Extremely Exhausted!!!!
Argh~~~ Everyday cannot finish my work....every night fall asleep before finishing my daily report....OhGOSH Life is just so BUSY BUSY BUSY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I wanna have holiday...
I wan CNY to arrive...
I wanna shopping....
I wanna sing K...
I wanna crazy.....
I wanna travel....
I wanna do whatever I like!!!!~
WOoHoo....this year gonna celebrate a lonely festival....:( 
Oh well....I dun ask for more....I learned to appreciate what I have :D
and for now,
I am gonna SLEEP!!!!^.P

Good Night....ZzzzZz....xoxo




Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Day 97-Day 102

Life is getting busier and busier....
Task given is getting tougher....
Everything is changing....
To good or bad...we shall leave it to the others to judge.....
I just hoping I can finish my internship soon and back to Kampar....study life is still the best!!!:D
Went back Kampar last Sunday with Priya...
Thanks to my friends there....especially Yee Ying and rommy Elaine!!!
I'm so glad to have you guys.....
Sorry I gotta leave you guys 1 semester....I believe you guys can take care yourself!!!~
Wait me back there again and we shall hang out more offen!!^.P
Well,
There's happy and sorrow time....
Be more positive....this is why i want to keep on changing myself....
I know there's still something deep inside my heart which i cherish a lot...
But i guess time can prove everything that it still worth for everything I did....
No hurry...no worries....
You're will be mine if we are meant to be together....
I will still wait...
Hopefully you too...
But if you are moving on,
Thank you and Take care....
I see many couples around me recently....
I am envy...
I do wish to have one...
but I know I am not ready to accept a new relationship yet....
It still because you are still in my heart...deep deep in my heart and I am always there for you...
Sorry to whom I hurt...
It still not the time...
I sincerely wish you guys will found your true love soon!!!~
Anyway,
I appreciate and cherish the time being together with you...
I am not gonna ask for more...
If you still love me,
I will still be there for you until there's the suitable time...
OhGosh....gotta sleep now because tomorrow will be another busy busy day!!!
Good Night~~~

ps: Missing everyone of you all in Kampar....
     Missing you in the part of my life...
     I dun wan more but just have you by my side when I need you....
     Thank You!

Friday, January 22, 2010

Day 96

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR~~~~~

I am so damn pissed off!!!!!Don't ask me why!!!!><"

Tomorrow is Friday....everything gotta due date already......havent complete anything!!!!T.T


Life just so.....hard.....


Everything gonna be OK if you are always there for me...:)

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Day 95

Gonna GG soon!!!T.T

Life is hard...working is tough...

I still prefer to study!!!><

Well, i believe i can overcome everything!!!!!GAMBATEH!!!!:D

Kampar....wait me on Sunday!!!:P

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Day 94

BAD DAY!!!><


SICK liao but there's still so damn many things to be done by this FRIDAY!!!wtf~~


Aih....dun wanna complain here....no point also right????


Sometimes, i just wish i can be study till i old...:P


Btw, gotta rush my work liao!!!!


Good Night~ :)

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Day 93

Off Day!!!^.p


Went Mid Valley with Mei Jing today....Then, at nite went Summit with Sook Man....
Just finish my reports and gotta ready to sleep loR...:)
Tomorrow gotta work again....aihss...
Shall off to bed now...
NIGHTS!!!


Cheer Up, my dear!!~

Monday, January 18, 2010

Day 91 & 92

Yesterday was too tired to write because went to dinner and yum char wif  my friends after working....Tiring Saturday because went to Wawasan school to help our Speaker in a motivation talk for the prefects.Great experience after all!!!:)
Today is Sunday....actually today i can go back Kampar with my friends but Friday only i know we got meeting and training today!!!So today 1pm-7.3pm....gosh....tiring~~~~
So many work to be done....so many work not yet done....so many work waiting for me.....GRrr~~~
Luckily tomorrow is my OFF DAY!!! but no one is free to accompany me~~~T.T
Ish ish ish........
I miss all of them in Kampar!!!T.T
ps : Thank you!!
pss: i'm being like an idiot again...><



Saturday, January 16, 2010

Day 90

今天是第九十天...三个月了....原来对你的想念是从来没有减少过...
今天的我, 又到那"老地方"去了...那里真的留下了很多很多的回忆....我以为在那边可以有机会遇见你....不用近近的...远远的望着你....那也很好了...可是, 我知道是我在想太多...哪里有可能会那么巧啊~~ 一次又一次的失望....Haih....
我真的骗不了自己不再想你...不再烦你...不在管你任何的消息....虽然我很努力,但是我还是失败了...我 是不是很没有用????:(
没有你的日子,我真的很不开心....做什么都没有心了....你到底知不知道你是对我有多么的重要????
我知道再说什么...你也不会懂...你也不会管....因为你根本也不会来这里看我写什么....你也没有关心我现在的状况了....我知道.....可是很抱歉,我做不到没有你~
Emo emo emo....
Been wondering why I am so emo these few days....Now I realize it....
Working is tiring...
But thinking of you is rather more tired than everything....
I wish everything can start from the beginning...
Nah, just my wish...not gonna be true~~~


I also wish I got the chance to say " I miss you"!!!

Friday, January 15, 2010

Day 89

ARGHhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'm not feeling well today again!!!!T.T


Dun really know what happen to me...because I'm EMO today!!!><


No motivation to complete my task....everyday OT also cannot finish!!!GRRR~~~~


WTF!!  Sunday got MEETING!!!!!! Ruin my plans to back Kampar!!!!~~I'm sorry to my roomy and the others....:(:(



and and.....My backbone damn pain.......I'm like an old lady now although I'm just 22+


Not in the mood to write....brain dysfunction now!!!!:(


I wish I can have more rest....


I wish I can meet my roomy, Yee Ying, and the others....


I wish I can meet him too!!:(


I wish I can fly...


I wish I got the chance again...


I wish I'm not going to be LONELY in this CNY!!!Oh GOSH....this matter really makes troubling me!!!!I dunno how to settle.....We suppose to back Miri this CNY and back at 20/2 but i need to work on 18/2 already....and I cannot take LEAVE!!!T.T.....Wth....How am i going to settle this?????Mum ask me to stay here ALONE during CNY!!!!wtf...................................I'm totally SPEECHLESS!!!!


I totally dislike the feeling now!!!!><


Save me, PLEASE!!!!


I'm gonna crazy ALREADY~~~~



Blah blah blah....Good night....

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Day 88

Tiring day....
Nothing much....
Shall continue tomorrow liao~~
Good nite!!^.P

ps : I was thinking about you badly today!!!I dun know why:(

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Day 87

A really tired day today...
So many "rubbish" work today!!!!><
Grrr....I started to dislike the place....
A place where those "ppl" bully interns like us!!!!WTF><
We suppose to work from 9am to 6pm only...
but everyday also need to reach before 8.30am and everyday after 7.30pm only can go back!!!wth...!!!
Wat also ask us to do....treat us like maid.....treat us like kuli....for FOC....ARGH!!!!><
I dun wanna go work tomorrow already!~~~~~~~
Not in the mood lar...dun kacau kacau me lar!!!--------> for someone to see!!!!wth...
Tired tired tired.....
dun wanna crap liao!!!sleeping now....Nights~~~

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Day 86


Monday is also my off day...So, today I went out with Amanda and accompany her to a few places to settle her things!!! After that, we went SS2 Pasar Malam for dinner and have a walk there.......

It's tiring day because I did not sleep well last night!!!I slept at 6 something and woke up at 11am....The cappuccino really makes me another sleepless night>< Now, I am exhausted....because I'm tired and tomorrow need to wake up early in the morning to work!!!!ZZZzzz...


Hhhrhrmmmmm....I just finished my 1st week of Internship yet I already feel lazy to wake up and work...LOLxx...I miss my off day lar!!!XD

Gosshhhh...my eyes are dropping already....I gonna off to bed now!!!Sweet dream everyone!!!Have a nice day tomorrow!!!Let's Gambateh again for the brand new day!!!^.D

NIGHTSSss~

Monday, January 11, 2010

Day 85




Oooh, I can't go any further then this
Oooh, I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day yes, I'm really missin' missin' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl, wuz up, it use to be just me and you
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day, yes i'm really missin missin you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl wuz up, wuz up, wuz up, wuz up
Meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
Oooh, I can't go any further then this
Oooh, I want you so bad it's my only wish
Girl, i travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe i go to other galexies
Just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
I navigate myself myself to take me where you be
Cause girl i want, i, i, i want you right now
I trav

-Meet me Halfway - BEP-
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It's Sunday again!!! No need to work...no where to go....So, being a good "little" girl staying at home!!!
Besides, mummy fall sick again:( Lately, her condition is not that good, really hope she will be alright!!!:(


Luckily, the guys asked me for yum char at night to kills my boredom!!!Been some times never meet them also lar...Still thanks to them lor:))
We went Pappa Rich in Taipan and i drank cappuccino there and now I am so awake till cannot sleep!!!!><
Ish....I hate this kind of feelings when i trying so hard to close my eyes to sleep but my mind cannot stop from working and thinking....There's so many different pictures flowing in my mind and I even can hear sound....Wtf Am i having paranoid or whatsoever mental problems???? What is the meaning of those signs???? Arghhh.....I'm so lost!!!!~~
HaiHxx...I guess I am thinking too much lately...><
Tomorrow is my off day, hopefully i can spend my time wisely lor....:D


ps : I love the feeling when you can to talk with me but I hate it whenever we need to hang up the call.....I guess I am still not over you mentally!!!! Take care please...

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Day 84

My Saturday  = Working day!!!
Today is the first time i get a chance to be the assistant to take charge of the children in my work place.I'm really glad and happy although today is really a very very busy busy day....Weekdays we need to do some admin work and weekend we need to teach in class.....BUT, it's really a good time for me to learn more things!!!:))
Had a really great time together when playing and teaching those small little kids....I saw many cute cute faces too....How i wish i have a child like them in future???:PP
Oh well, btw, i'm lazy to explain too much here...here's some picture's of the day~~Enjoy^^

My supervisor,Ms.Gan and the children..:P

My fav student of the day!!^.P

Tea Break time:D

Dinner time,daddy bring us to a Korean Restaurant in Taipan!!!It's delicious:)) *thumbs up*



DAORAE Korean BBQ Restaurant!!!Good recommendation to all~~

Really tired today...Good night everyone!!!^.^


Saturday, January 9, 2010

Day 83

Today wasn't in the good mood after checking my result in the morning....Priya seems more kan cheong than me because she called early in the morning before i stepped out my house to work...She wanted me to check it immediately and when i log in i'm really nervous....I dun know how to describe my feelings when i saw the result on UTaR Intranet!!!T.T I know i never really study for the last semester (short sem ) due to some personal reasons...Haih....i ruin my own future!!!T.T.....My dream......far far away from me again......
While in the office, i keep making myself very very busy and today i really did many things because i dun wanna think of my result!!!T.T...too bad it still fail me to do so because my minds can't really stop thinking!!!Too late to regret now i know, but what else can i do????
Sigh, tomorrow is Saturday,a working day for me....and also a full time working hour!!!!Argh....and my supervisor said that Saturday will be the most busier day in the center because they having classes and also therapy~~~Guess i will be really really busy tomorrow and i can't wait for my rest day,Sunday and Monday!!!!!!!!I wanna go release stress lar, anyone willing accompany me????:(:(
It's mid-night again and i shall off to bed already....Good night and sweet dream~~

Friday, January 8, 2010

Day 82

Hmmmm....what shall i write for today ar???Been busying in working for whole day and nothing special happened recently....Well, still satisfy with the work although everyday need to work OT and foc....But, helping others is the most important thing!!!I'm happy because i can learn different kind of therapy for children who need our helps....Hopefully one day i am able to have my 1st session of teaching in the center!!!and i also hope that i can have a child training center next time!!!:P


Oh yeah...result is out today but i haven't manage to log in the website because the server is down!!!Hopefully everything is what I expecting although i nv put my 100% effort this time!!!!and lastly, wanna say congrats to all my peeps for the result that u all get!!!Especially my dearly roomy, Elaine which get 4.0 this semester!!!!:D...This shows that our time wasted in shopping doesn't effect the results!!!!XD...I wish i'm also one of the lucky one like her!!!:))

ps: Take care urself lar...you know many ppl worrying of you a not???><
Have a nice dream and Gambateh again for Tomorrow!!!!!:D

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Day 81

My second day of work is still not bad....kinda busy because many things to do~~
Nothing special happened today also!!!:))
Guess tomorrow will be another busy busy day...but i'm quite happy to work there!!:D
No time for other things....so not going to write more too....
Btw, good night and sweet dream ya!!!^.^

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Day 80

Today is my first day of Internship in A Zon!!!:)

My SS photo before work lor :P
Woke up kinda early because dun really sleep well, I'm so nervous ler~~~
BUT,
luckily today's task still consider OKAY lar....
Time pass so fast while working because there's so many things to do and everyone is busying!!!~
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day!!!XD
OhYa, i met 2 of my ex-student when i teaching in Chee Wen,Thank god they still recognize me because they been shouting at my name in the middle of the road.....well, i do miss them a lot:(
Btw, this is the photo of my working place....

The activity board...


Our working place...:P


One of the classroom~


The activities helds in A Zon...:))

So, fyi, we need to do some cleaning service and rearrangement due to CNY is coming!!!I'm in-charge of those decoration thingy lor!!!Wish me luck lor...we only have 2 days time~~~
It's really tired after working for the whole day...but i will not give up!!!!
Peeps, Enjoy your internship too!!!!^.^
Good Night,xoxo..

ps: Guess i'm looking in a clearer picture now, i just can't suspect what did i saw and also my 6th sense....Well, sometimes it is hard to explain everything but there's nothing should be explained!!!!>< At least, i'm happy with those days....As a reminder for myself, i'm not gonna tears because of all these anymore!!!!!


Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Day 79

Had a hair cut today again!!!!This is the Year 2010 new me!!!!:P

Went Pyramid again with Sze Yee today....:P
Tomorrow is my first day of internship....Wish me luck lor!!!~
Getting nervous now and couldn't sleep ler...
Btw, good night and sweet dream!!^.^


ps : Sometimes we just need to accept the truth!!!Ya...i'm learning not to cry anymore just because of you!!!It really hurts....but i will learn to MOVE ON!!!!!

Monday, January 4, 2010

Day 78

一年了...
一年前的我们就是在今天一起的,你记得吗??
我脑海里还可以很清楚当时的情况...
每一个细节我都无法忘记, 因为你是第一个令我觉得很特别的男生...是你令我从新相信爱情...因为那时的我已经两年半没有交男朋友了.....是你让我觉得被爱的幸福....那么美好的回忆...叫我怎么能忘记呢???;(
回想起那些日子,我真的没有后悔过....一切虽然不长,却是我对一个人那么认真的...那么想要告诉全世界我是多么的幸福....也是我想要认真和好好相处的对象.....因为你的出现,让我感觉爱情的奇迹....我是说真的....我真的很珍惜每天和你的日子....
那时候的我们...那时候的你...还问了我要签下多少年的承诺....那时候的我们还想得好远好远的....可惜,在我们还来不及完成那些愿望前,我们就得分开了...
足足一年了....大家也在走不同的路....你有你的忙....我有我的日子该过....我想你也忘记了今天这个对我很重要的日子....也许你忘了,没关系...因为这并不是很重要了....
去年的今天与今年的今天....你对我的态度也360度改变了....你不再管我了...你不再关心我了....你不再想要更进一步了解我了....什么事情也不会和我说了....我知道我没有权力问你那么多你的私事....心虽然很痛,但我还是得忍着不说任何东西.....是你变了吗??? 开始的我还傻傻的相信....最后还是该面对现实....你真的变了!!!~
今天我真的很不开心....因为你的一句话....我整天都心不在焉....做什么都不能专心.....还被妈妈骂了一顿....对不起,是我不好....对不起我说不烦着你,我做不到....原本只想和你聊聊几句...只想问问你的状况....只想分享我是多么期待今天....什么都还来不及说....事情就被搞砸了....结果我还莫名其妙的哭了一场...还被爸爸发现了!!!真尴尬!!!~
我不知道这样的日子还能维持多久...因为我真的真的把自己的幸福放在你的身上了....如今,要拿回这一切还得需要很长的时间....9个月的爱情,真的要9个月才能痊愈吗???
当然,我是想通了啦...只是偶尔会想念....这应该是难免的吧~ 现在的我,只希望你开心...只希望你工作顺利...只希望你注意自己的健康...只希望我们还是很好的朋友...只希望有一天你会发现我对你的好并非和别人一样...当然我也希望自己还有机会啦...不过我更希望你找到最适合你的另一伴咯!!!!:))
只要你开心,我也会祝福你的!!!

最后,我是想说...
我没有后悔...
我真的好想好想你....

Take Care...

Sunday, January 3, 2010

我不难过


又站在你家的门口我们重复沉默
这样子单方面的守候
还能多久
终于你开口向我述说他有多温柔
虽然你还握著我的手
但我已不在你心中
我真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧
是我 没有
陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
别再看著我说著你爱过 别太伤痛
我不难过 这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂
就让我走 让我开始享受自由
回忆很多 你的影子也会充满我生活
我并不懦弱 你比谁都懂
虽然寂寞 这会是我 最后的宽容
抱紧我 再抱紧我
这一份感动 就请你让我留在胸口
别再说 是你的错
爱到了尽头 是非对错
就让它随风 忘了所有 过的比你快活
真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧
不要再说 或许这是最好的结果
现在分手 总好过你不爱我一拖再拖
松开你的手 离开你左右
我向前走 这会是我真正的解脱

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Day 77

今天是新一年的第二天, 整天陪了家人sunway血拼...收获还不错啦....买了衣服和裤子过新年嘛!!~回到家真的好累了...人老了....走多几下就觉得好不舒服....而且脚又痛....可怜啊....我不要那么快变老叻~~~T.T

心情不好....不想写了...

ps: 我就是那么犯贱!!!><

雨爱 -- 杨丞琳

窗外的天气 就像是 你多变的表情 下雨了
雨陪我哭泣 看不清 我也不想看清
离开你我安静的抽离 无人揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里 学会放晴

听雨的声音 一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望 雨能下不停
让想念继续 让爱变透明
我爱上给我 勇气的Rainie Love

窗外的泪滴 一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气像储存爱你的记忆
真希望 雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密 让你去延续
我相信我就 会看到彩虹的涟漪

Friday, January 1, 2010

Day 76

It's 1-1-2010
Happy New Year Everyone!!!!^.^


Went Jun Han's house for house party last minute because I feel damn bored staying at home....Stay till countdown over.....Then, went to The Curve in one of the club after the countdown session!!!After that went yum char again with another friend in Station One Sunway until 4something only back home!!!:D


Nothing much i had done today because never go anywhere....Just went to my aunty house....playing with my pet sister's children!!!WOW...i'm so envy them lor~~ Btw, had a great time!!:))
 

Had dinner with my parents...Western Restaurant nearby my house...


This is the 1st day of my 2010!!:P


Tuesday gonna start my internship luUuuu....Hope everything will go smoothly lorRRrr!!!!


Had a great year ahead, peeps!!!!!!!!!


The chapter of my life is just starting lor~~~~


GAMBATEH!!!!!!^.D