The helpless....

Getting helpless but no one can understand the feeling of mine now... Not sure if im gonna have depression later... Sigh... How come life is so unpredictable and why must all this happen on me? Not blamming anyone but just myself... Why am I such a failure in this world????>.< 

How I wish.... It wasn't like that in the first place..... How I wish..... Someone is there to share my unhappy feelings with me..... Well....... Maybe it didn't works well in the beginning... Oh well............. I am so lost... So.... Helpless................ :((