Baby,I'm always here for YOU....

      YEAH!!!it's today!!!the day i been waiting for after so long....Today we went to 1Utama!!!Today is Deepavali too,that's why it is kinda hard to find parking and there are many people in the shopping mall!!!

      After we found the parking, we decided to went for lunch and he bring me to this Korean bbq style buffet,Seoul Garden...Hmm...guess this is the first time eating buffet with him because we rarely will take this kind of buffet together!!!The food was not bad and it is korean style...i love it lots....the "kimchi" they had is really tasty....too bad he can't take too spicy food...so we had herbal soup for the steamboat...:):)

       It was really FULL having buffet at the afternoon because i rarely eat much recently....*still on my diet plan lar!!XD*..So, after we went for a walk and he suggest to watch movie together!!!We walked to GSC and saw many people line up to buy ticket for movie!!!!After looking at the time of the movie, he wanted to watch 2 movie which is "Cloudy with a chance of meatballs" and "Pandorum"...Finally we bought 3D ticket and couple sit for "Cloudy" and normal seats for "Pandorum"the show was 3.30pm and 6pm!!!:)Not going to comment much about the movie but overall it was not bad for me!!!d^.P

     After the movie marathon, it's almost 8pm and we decide to go some other place for dinner....and finally i bought myself a Bross Bottle and he bought himself a penguin soft toy and we then leave 1 Utama....Then, he suggested to go ss2 "Kei Tak Seik" for dinner but unfortunately we can't found any parking nearby and it's kinda many car and packed....so we changed the location to other place....He said that he wanted to go find his friend and we finally end up meeting with his friend about few hours and had our dinner together nearby!!I didn't ate much because i still feeling full after eating the buffet at the afternoon....

     Then, its time again to say Goodbye to him but we also had a short time talking with each other before i went back....Actually i have lots of things wanna talk to him but i dun know why i can't express my feeling that moment...My tears starts to dropped again because i know i'm still cannot accept everything to be end now....I have no choice but he did promised me after I talked to him!!!It may be hard for him to keep the promise but i hope he will not broke the promise so soon....Dear, I will wait for you after you settle down everything...I will still wait for you until you need me....

       This time, i feel that i am much tough and brave to faced things already....At least, i feel good and comfortable talking with him....at least, i still believe and trust him even though my friends did not wish me to do that....Sorry to my friends and to who care for me.....I know I did a very stupid decision.....BUT, I will prove to everyone that I actually make a right decision and I will still wait for him no matter what happens....IF one day i fail, then i will still stand up and walk away from him....So,please trust me that I can do it and your support really mean a lot to me!!!!!!!!!!!!

        Tomorrow i will be going back to Kampar again....Monday is also a new semester and new day for me to start everything again!!!!!!!Although there's still lots of worries in my heart but I will try to handle and settle or face it by myself.....I dun know what will happens next....but I will still try my very best to solve everything!!!!This new semester....I must be more hardworking already because there are only 7 weeks and I have 3 subjects in this short semester!!!!Besides, there are also lots of activities and programs waiting for me.....I shall be extremely busy too....Internship is also gonna kill me if they really wanted us to start earlier....Well, I believe i can handle it and Me and Him will also work very hard to fight for our dream....Let's just put our relationship aside first until the suitable time is here!!!!!!GAMBATEH KAREN GOH AND TOMMY CHIN!!!!!!!

         Lastly, wanna tell him that....I will still miss you and love you here even though we are far apart from each other....Will you miss me and think of me if you free????I wish you will and you will keep your promise....If you face problem and need someone to be there for you...*remember* that i will always support you and be there for you!!!!!Take care, my dear........