Jobless is suffering!

I'm jobless! It's so boring and suffering staying at home doing nothing and so guilty because most of my friends get their job already! Suddenly, I'm lost! I dun know what I want already. I find it hard to achieve my dream. I find it difficult to overcome what I am afraid or phobia with~

HAIH! just like the kid in the picture, I dun know what am I waiting for????

I need job!

I need income!

I need shopping as well!!!!!

Oh and lastly, 

seeing my friends desperately in search of boyfriend.....

out of no where....

I also thinking of getting a boyfriend!

>.<

Gosh, what happen on me?

Where's my MOTIVATION??!!!!!!!!