In my mind....

Every time when I know those news or photos related to you...

I will stone for a few minutes...

I dun know why I still feel so sad and emo....

Each and every time I tell myself to be brave....

Unfortunately I still cannot do it!

Yes, I love you more than myself and everyone does....

But U will never know how much I love you here....

At least now I control myself not to find you anymore....

I am living in suffering time....without you beside me anymore...

I know you will never know it anyway...

It's not that important for you...

I just wish you happy...

Happy with your other half...

Happy with your friends...

Happy with your family...

Happy with your job....

Happy with your life...

Happy with your loves one....

I am happy to see you happy...

No, you do not need to know the truth...

And you just need to know that I will keep pretend to be happy in front of you.....

Do not bother about me....

I am all alone myself and I dun need any sympathy....

Thank you and goodbye.