Say Goodbye to 2010~

It's coming to the end of year 2010. Nothing much changed compare with last year. The only changes is I am now pre-graduated...and soon need to work in a school which I had thought before I enter University. Seriously, I dun have much feeling of the end of 2010 and awaiting for the new year 2011 to come. For me, it's a brand new year and life still goes on....The same thing going to happen and everything is still going to be the same too! Furthermore, I am sure that I will also be alone for the year ahead. Single nia! So what?! >.<


Went meeting in the morning at school today and then drove down to Time Square with my ji muis! It's always good to have them together and hang out session and the shopping session! I spent a lot. A LOT I really MEAN! Oh well, as long as I am happy with it! :)


Dun have any special plans this year even is Xmas or NYE....just gonna have dinner session with the same girl gangs again!~ I still love to be with them :D


Anyway, I am tired and lazy to write more here already! Last wish of the year : Slim down and stay healthy always! Oh the most important thing is EARN MORE MONEY!!!XD 


Wishing everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR! Stay happy and strong with your family and loved ones.....

Have a great year ahead! CHEERS~ :)

*hope the same to u too!*

Be mine, I only have you for a little while ♥

Be mine, I only have you for a little while ♥

You know you love me...xoxo :)

The end of Degree life!~

Finally finish the last paper of my University Degree life~ It was a tough paper though but what's over is already over! Had farewell party with dearly course mates and friends on Monday and back to Subang on the same night! In a sudden, I dun feel like leaving.... while packing, there's so many flashback and memories in Kampar! My house, my room and everything that I had leave for 3 years. I have feelings too. I seriously miss it already!


Back home and extremely tired. Dozed off to bed while online and woke up early morning for Singapore trip! Had fun with my ji muis. 5 of us staying in The Hive Backpacker's Hotel and went few places such as Orchard, Sentosa Island, Quake Kuey and more places. 2 days 1 night trip. Lots of fun and joy and enjoying although we need to walk from a places to the others. Too bad that the Universal Studio's tickets were sold out. Miss out the chance to get inside. Therefore, we still go in to Sentosa Island and play and look around. First time in my life took the Sky ride and Fun ride. It was scary in the beginning but overall I still manage to overcome it! :)


Staying a night here, I have more motivation to earn more money and desperate to work here! I dun know why. I just too envy of them because we can see peoples using those branded stuff like LV and Gucci! That's my dream! I need to work extremely hard to earn MORE money and get what's in my mind!=D My new year resolution -------- EARN MORE MONEY and SPEND IT TILL THE MAX!!!!! :P


Never shopping much because we are lack of time actually. Just walk to few shops and malls. Got some souvenir to my friends and get myself Charles& Keith's purse! It's RED in colour! My all time favourite! :D Had fun spending time with 4 of them : Kit Mun, Elaine, Eaven and Amanda. Thank girls for the memorable trip with ya all!!!! :)


2 more days to Christmas. No plans yet. Didn't want to go anywhere or celebrate it. Just want to be different this year. Staying alone at home. I used to love Christmas a lot. But now, it was still a phobia for me towards this day! I know I need to overcome it. I know I need to forget it. Give me a little of time. Thank you for asking me out my friend. But this time I seriously want to be alone and stay alone with myself!


Lastly, a belated birthday wishes for the "U"...Happy Birthday! Hope u did have a blast and take care there....No matter what, I am still here supporting you! Dun worry, I am not going to disturb u already. I just hope that I am able to care of you from the bottom of my heart! There's nothing can change my heart for you!~ :)

Here's some pictures we took in Singapore! For more photos views, 

please visit my Facebook page : http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=777155402

5 of us! Eaven, Amanda, Me, Kit Mun, Elaine

Christmas decoration in Orchard Road...

First time in my life entering CASINO! :P

Us in peak of The Merlion, Sentosa Island~

The Christmas Tree outside Universal Studio~

Only get to take this but too bad that we can't get to buy the tickets~

Oh well, we are planning for next year^^

Of cuz, my RED favourable purse from Charles & Keith!!!

Last but not least, souvenir that I had bought~

Hope everyone enjoy this trip and there will surely more and more trips coming up next!!!:P

Can't wait to plan for the next place already~ xoxo

Do you know that?

好想再说一次...

想念你....

People around always ask this.....

That's always one answer in my mind...

Yes I do!

But I would always say NO in front of others...

That's because this is the only way that I could lie to others that I had already forgotten the past........

Therefore, 

I know it clearly in my mind that You are the one that I wouldn't want to give up on it......

How I wish that day would come again......

1 down last to go...

First paper of exam is over! Now left 1 more to go :)


Today's paper was okay ( i think so)....not that confident for getting good result but at least a pass will do....


Went to lunch with the housemates since this will be the last day for Elaine and Me already~ Had fun chit-chatting with them and great time together always~ After that, Sherine accompany me to Ipoh to get my studio photo! Then meet up with Wen Sun and hang out in Ipoh Parade for awhile. Good time with both!:)


I didn't sleep the last night until exam ends and then drive to Ipoh.....I'm feeling sleepy but just dun feel like sleeping!>.< When driving back to Kampar, I am really sleepy already! I almost met an accident few times on the way home. Thank God that I am safe home! I did learn a lesson.....DO NOT DRIVE WHEN YOU ARE REALLY SLEEPY AND DID NOT GET ANY SLEEP FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT!~


Reached home around 8 something. Straight away went to bed and a nap. Woke up in the middle of the night because feeling hungry. Skipped dinner. That's why feeling hungry. Went mamak with Priya and Stacy and now I am here sleepless night again! Didn't study for the next paper today. Gotta work extra super duper hard later already because this is the last paper for my Uni life and I didn't get a good marks for the course mark. A little worry. But still, I really wish everything will be fine and result will be good in the end. :)


Gonna back to my home on Monday already! The number of days staying here is lesser already. I started to miss everyone and everything. Gave my housemate a small gift and they cried. I cried too. I gonna miss them a lot. I gonna miss all the thing here. Anyway, all da best to them in their last semester too! 


Dun feel like sleeping now but what else I can do besides Online? Nah, a big NO to study!:P And I guess the only thing I can do now is............Sleep! Gonna wake up early tomorrow! Good night everyone! xoxo




ps : Opps, btw this is my fav studio photos that I took today!:P

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Can't wait to start the exam right now!

I'm crazy already! Can't wait for the exam to start now because most of my friends and housemates are finishing their paper in these 2 days! While my paper will only start on this Friday! :( I am envy of them because they could get to enjoy earlier than me and me cannot join their Taiping trip because of exam on Friday! :(


I am not prepare for everything yet. To leave Kampar soon, I feel weird in a sudden..... I can't believe that I had been through 3 years staying here with all my friends and now is time for us to leave already! I regret for not making more friends and joining more activities here with them. I started to like here. But it's the time for me to leave already!


Nvm, I guess I should have take some days to visit here again! I missed here. I missed the happy and sorrow moments. I also miss those days where someone always came to visit me! It's all a pretty good memories in mind!


Great thing now. It's already 6am in the morning and I am still blogging here. It's just because me and housemates just had our MCD breakfast and drank the coffee! 1 cup of coffee is enough for a sleepless night for me and today I drank 2 cups of coffee! This also explain why I am still here. I want to go to bed. I am trying hard..............

=)

Today is an effective day! I had finish 5 chapter of notes for my HRM!!!! Tomorrow going to start the other subject already! :)


Getting headache with all the words and notes which written by me already.....guess it's time for bed and tml shall wake up early to continue my progress of revision!!!!~ I'm getting excited....yet stress up~ T.T


Not going to think of other matters until the end of my last exam!!!! 10 more days to go and I will be FREE!!!!Time to shout out : " MERDEKA!!!" XD


I know I am going to miss Kampar already....and also the peoples and friends here.....Oh well. this is called as life right? We need to move on to a better place for a brighter future anyway....


And lastly, hopefully no nightmare again this night and hopefully I can able to sleep well~~~ ZZzzZzzzz...... Nites everybody! Sweet dream out there! xoxo

可怕的恶梦....

最近的我不知道为什么总是发可怕的恶梦....梦好可怕.....梦好真实.....梦里的人总是出现熟悉的背影.....熟悉的脸孔.....熟悉的生声音.......而这个人......真的真的影响我很多.......我害怕夜晚.....害怕一个人睡觉....害怕发这个恶梦.....害怕很多很多事情.....我真的不知道应该怎么办才好.....


我知道现在的我在他心中连朋友的地位都没有.....是我一厢情愿.....是我不能放手.....是我自己拿来...是我自己找麻烦.....是我自己不死心.....是我....都是我的错...... :(


考试要到了....我真的没有什么心情读书.....脑里好乱好害怕....我应该怎么样???? T.T


好怀念有你在的时候....好想念有你关心的时候....好想念被你骂的时候....好想好想你........为何你在那儿就那么忍心把我给忘记了呢??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

you really don't care about me,

 do you?

In my mind....

Every time when I know those news or photos related to you...

I will stone for a few minutes...

I dun know why I still feel so sad and emo....

Each and every time I tell myself to be brave....

Unfortunately I still cannot do it!

Yes, I love you more than myself and everyone does....

But U will never know how much I love you here....

At least now I control myself not to find you anymore....

I am living in suffering time....without you beside me anymore...

I know you will never know it anyway...

It's not that important for you...

I just wish you happy...

Happy with your other half...

Happy with your friends...

Happy with your family...

Happy with your job....

Happy with your life...

Happy with your loves one....

I am happy to see you happy...

No, you do not need to know the truth...

And you just need to know that I will keep pretend to be happy in front of you.....

Do not bother about me....

I am all alone myself and I dun need any sympathy....

Thank you and goodbye.

Craziness in me for the first time in my life~

Since back from Kampar on Thurs till today (Mon).....I had spend more than RM1K in shopping~ This is also the first time being so crazy on buying things and couldn't stop myself from buying whatever I want for long......I cannot control myself.....I just wish to go shopping everyday and spend whatever I have!!!! >.<


Get myself many new things from shopping but I guess it's not enough yet!!!! I had not buy any heels or shoes and new handbags yet....Therefore, I still wanna get more cloths and pants for next year and preparation for working life~ I just need more CASH $$$$$$$$$$ !!!!! This month I am really broke....but I still cannot control myself from buying things! Gosh~ I am so called a "shopaholic" from my friends which see know the craziness of hunting everything I want in mind and spending my $$$$$ without thinking on that moment! Hell ya, I dunno what happen on me??? I guess nobody knows and it's hell none of no one business too~


I had many things to write but I am lazy now....Haven't start my revision since back home for few days....I dun feel like going back Kampar again....I just wish to stay here till my exam....but I know I will be dying soon if I stay here till the finals~ No WAY! I just couldn't concentrate and not even want to start my revision at home!!!! So, planned to go back on Wed but I think I am going back on Thurs morning~ Driving alone again. sienness~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Now, the troublesome matters pop up in my mind..... I dun know how's my future going to be.... I dunno what is the best for me and I dun know which road should be taken! I am really.........CONFUSING!!!!! I wanted to go Singapore~ and I definitely going there once I get any job from there! Earning more and more money will be my first priority~ I just want $$$$$$ so badly!!!!!!!!! :(


Oh btw, the sudden plan on Sat nite is ON! This means that I am going to Singapore the next day after my last paper with my Ji MUis - Eaven, Kit Mun and Sook Man!!!!!!^.^ Can't wait to travel and have fun with them~ This time the plan is Efficient~ Baby, I like it soooooooooo much!!!!! :D


Tomorrow is a public holiday....I guess I shall stay at home and continue with my revision~~~ So, now is the time to bed! Good nights! xoxo