What else should i have hold on to.....

This is the last last post for year 2011 already...Nothing much i want to mention here because i dun wanna think bak of those unhappy moments.... All i want now is moving on to a better life in a brand new year 2012!!!! I have choose to run far far away from home and start a new lofe with all myself....A place where im not really familiar wif... A place that i hope i can escape everything that i faced now.... To start everything new, i juz need to have some new resolution for a better starting of year 2012! Im really tired of hiding those feeling inside mu heart so such a long long time already.... Sometimes i wish tat there will be someone who will stop me from all my decision...its impossible for everything because there will be no one who willing to do that for me mow!!! I hate being a replacement of somebody else.... And i sometimes dun understand why ppl likes to take me as the replacement! Gosh....do u know how much i being hurt and how much i need to pretend myself and smile in front of them? Wtf, who cares for now.... Im not going to be the one anymore!!!! I need my life bak... I need to let go and learn to be independent already!!!!!!!!!!!!! Last of all, hope everyone will have their dreams cone true and stay happy and healthier than before!!!!!!! Good luck peeps....Happy New Year Everyone!!!!!(:

Changes of myself in year 2011...

    

Merry Christmas 2011...

Wish everyone out there.....Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!! Hope everyone will have a great day out there.....:D

Stay tunned.....

Today is a enjoyable day with my fellow friends~ (:


Meanwhile, I also went to Salon (Snips) to have a new hair look! *Teehee*


This time not only cut or rebornding....it's something else! :P


And yeah, I will write it and post it at my next post as now I am still sick and lazy to think and write already! 


Heeheee, wanna know more bout it....pls keep urself update ya! :D


Christmas is near and I can feel the joy and laugher out there and faces on everyone! Oh and before I forget....I would like to wish everyone " Happy Winter Solstice Festival 冬至快乐!!!" Blessed from me and my family~ It's a must to eat "tang yuan" ya!!! Oh NO~~~ I dun want to grow older ler~~~~~~ T_T 

And lastly, good night and have a nice day everyone! 

^.^ 

The next step : Forget, Focus, Carry....

This will mean everything! <3

I...guess....it....so.....

ARGHhhhh!!!

I dun want to be invisible!!! >.<

Can't you hear me????!!!

我以为。。。（品冠的歌）

你曾说不想有天让我知道

你对他有那么好

你说会懂我的失落

不是靠宽容

就能够解脱

我以为

我出现的时候刚好

你和他正说要分开

我以为你

已对他不再期待

不纵容他再给你伤害

我以为我的温柔

能给你真的愉悦

我以为我能全力

填满你感情缺口

专心陪在你左右

弥补他一切的错

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究

你会慢慢明白

他的心不在你身上

我的关心

你依然无动于衷

我的以为 只是我以为

我以为我的温柔

能给你真的愉悦

我以为我能全力

填满你感情缺口

专心陪在你左右

弥补他一切的错

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶

你却还笑着原谅

原来你早就想好

你要留在谁身旁

我以为我够坚强

却一天天地失望

少给我一点希望

希望就不是奢望

My obsession in the house of Year 2011!!! ^.^

       

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把我的悲伤留给自己。。。

很多事情。。。很难预测。。。也许这一秒很好。。。下一秒却很糟糕。。。。很多出乎预料的事情都会发生。。。。
也许真的是我想多了，也许是我自己一个人的问题。。。。我知道真相时真的很难接受自己亲眼看到的东西。。。很难接受自己一直都在逃避的问题。。。。
真的不知道应该要怎么面对才好了。。。所有的悲伤都该留在自己的心中。。。什么都别提，那应该是最好的方法了吧？
心痛了，泪掉了。。。。也许没有人会知道。。。也没有人会去理会那么多了。。。。 :( :( : (

Different!

Hello Santa,


This year I wish to have a different celebration for Christmas.....~ Can you have my wish come true???? :)


I dun need anything much, just a simple and different celebration with my love ones and the ones I love! 


Hoping to have a good news from you, santa~ :D

Ps : I am hoping fir a little surprise! *teehee*


Good night! xoxo

凡是，都以平常心看待！(:

发生了很多事情。。。面对了很多困难。。。

现在的我，才明白很多道理。。。

以前超任性的我，

现在也看得开很多事情了。。。

以前执着的事情，

现在也看得过去了。。。

很多不喜欢的事情，

现在也该接受了。。。

现在的心情，

还是那句最有道理。。。

“凡事，都以平常心看待”

很多事情，如果太执着了。。。

最后还是不会有好的结果！

我对他，

也一样了，

什么都不想，

什么都不管，

我只想要的。。。就仿佛像“那些年”那部戏里的剧情那样。。。

只要求简简单单的感觉。。。

只要能够看见，

只要能够好好谈天说话，

只要能够做朋友，

只要能够默默关心，

只要能够默默支持，

那 已经很足够了！

这都因为，我这次真的放下了心。。。

只想平常心对待。。。

(:

(:

After the ups and downs,I appreciate those who sincerely treat me as their friends....

Thank you peeps!

Thanks for the help and advice when I need you guys~ 

You know who you are....

xoxo

Congrats our Bride To Be - Elaine Wong!!!!

Congratulations to our BRIDE TO BE -
 ELAINE WONG!!!!

Our Dai Kah Jie! xoxo

Our F6 gangs!!! :D

The Kampar (UTAR) gangs~ (:

Housemates FOREVER!!!! <3<3

Leng luis!!! <3 ( Cindy, Mandy, Stacy )

Love them! xoxo ( Cindy, Me, Sherine )

My best girl-friend, Amanta! (:

Yee Yiing and Yee Ying! :D

Kwen! (:

With the bride, Elaine Wong!

Sherine and Me! <3

Just ME, always~ (:

Thank you for all the friends who attend the Bachelortte Party that night for our Bride-to-be, Elaine Wong!!!! Without you guys, it will never be a success! (:
Glad to meet up with all my kampar housemates, my kampar buddies, and also my f6 gangs~
We had celebrate at Full House, i-Bar and also MOS~
I am sure everyone enjoyed the night with laughters and joys~ Nice music, good environment and the most important is with the ones with always love~
Gals, u all did a good job!!!
There will be more and more event coming up soon~
Can't wait for our Ipoh trip next week~~~~~~~~Lalalala~~~~~
Lastly, congrats once again to my BFF and Best roommate ever, Elaine Wong!!!!!!!!!!
I am proud of u, love u lots here! xoxo~
Best wishes from ALL of US! <3<3

A nice movie!

You Are the Apple of My Eye

 (那些年，我們一起追的女孩 )

It's a special date today 11.11.11

Thank God everything goes fine and good today.....

And, 

me and my friends actually went for a movie and watched the above movie! (:

I can say this is a good one and it really recalls back most of the memories and incident happens during my school days....

I love the story line, it's true and reality...

I have a strong feeling towards this movie because there's so many sweet memory during my high school time! :D 

I would recommend this movie to whom haven't watch yet! I guess, if we can ever have the chance to watch with our partners, there's will be even fun and interesting and it can be one of the topic when both having a conversation! Keke~

Yeah,

I had a good day with my jimUis,

and 

Hope you will have a good day too!~ 

Happy 11.11.11 ~~

It's a special day today~ 11.11.11

Wish everyone have a good day

and 

to those who is getting MARRY today...

CONGRATULATIONS! :D

Love is in the air~

Can't wait for the gathering and party wif our bride, Elaine Wong to have fun together with all the JIMUIS and FRIENDS! I hope everyone do have fun and have a memorable day with the activities organize by ME! TEEHEE~

Although I dun have a partner now, but I am glad that I can still celebrate and hang out with my girls always. We will be going for a movie tonight! Wee~ 

Just to say, 

I am missing someone here....

Wondering the someone will also have a great day there~ (:

xoxo 

Happy 11.11.11 to all ya!!!

To someone! :D

Teehee~

How I wish you will tell me what U feel now...XD

Though u wont see this,

Just to say,

I think I am falling.....to u! :D

Good night, xoxo...

Do remember! :)

A nice song - I'm still loving you

When I close my eyes think of you
And the time we’ve had been through
Even though were for apart right now
I remember back when you were here with me
How you’ve make my world complete
But now I’m left alone
We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you
Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you’ll love me from the start
All those painful things you’ve put me through
But I’m still loving you
I’ve tried to give my best to you
I don’t deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I konw the truth behind the lies

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you’ll love me from the start
All those painful things you’ve put me through
But I’m still loving you
I’ve tried to give my best to you
I don’t deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I konw the truth
behind the lies
连诗雅-I’m Still Loving You

Wish You Were Here.....

Wish You Were Here
I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here. 

- from Avril Lavigne-

Which way is better???

I dun know which road should be taken now....

How to decide and make a decision?

UK, US??

or 

just SG?

Too far, I am afraid to be alone...

Too near, I find no difference staying here...

Sob sob,

Daddy wanna me make a decision ASAP already~

HOW HOW HOW????

I am always confuse.....

Couldn't make up my mind!!!!!!GRRRRR~~~~~~

Should I just leave without thinking of any consequences????????

Accept but not understand.......

Am sorry,

Because sometimes I just can't..... :(

我害怕。。。

”忘

我没有很努力要自己去遗忘

那些和日记一起收藏的过往

孤单在思绪之中变得很漫长

想

我没有很刻意让自己不去想

那些和照片静止的模样

我学着坚强

坚强到不用学着不想

学着遗忘

还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你

还是害怕的不经意听见你的消息

然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰

当拥有已经是失去

就勇敢的放弃

还是害怕一个人时就很难忘记

还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定

然而当爱最后的出口是分离

我会这么相信

走下去

还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你

还是害怕的不经意听见你的消息

然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰

当拥有已经是失去

就勇敢的放弃

还是害怕一个人时就很难忘记

还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定

然而当爱最后的出口是分离

我会这么相信

走下去

忘

我没有很努力要自己去遗忘

遗忘“

年纪越大。。。对很多事情都会感到很害怕。。。。害怕生老病死。。。害怕种种问题。。。害怕自己一歌人。。。害怕再受伤。。。。等。。。。

很多时候，真的不知道什么决定才会是对自己最好的。。。害怕一直会做错决定了。。。害怕自己被骗了。。。害怕别人不喜欢自己。。。。。真的很烦。。。很烦。。。。

有的时候，真的不知道自己想要的是什么。。。当没有这个东西时就会一直想要那样东西，但是一旦得到了就会有另一种想法了。。。。唉~~~~~~ 到底人生活着的意义是什么啊？

当幸福来临时，

请别把它轻易带走。。。

我的幸福，

到底还需要等待多久啊？？？

ps : 我们还可能吗？ 

我还是我？

最近心情不怎么好。。。应该是说发生了很多事情，但是又没对象诉说吧~很多事情只好压抑在心里。。。搞到自己总是在胡思乱想。。。。心情超糟糕的~

没什么大不了的，不想说出来的最主要原因是不想麻烦别人，不想博取别人的同情，不想惹那么多麻烦。。。总之就是不想搞那么多事情啦！不知道是自己在改变了，还是身边可靠的人也一直在改变。。。很多东西真的很难说出口了。。。是不是自己把自己的门关上了。。。是不是自己害怕不好的事情又发生了？说实在，自从自己读了心里科，很多东西都比别人看得更清楚时，往往就会停顿了脚步再好好地想想自己应该要怎么办才好。。。很多时候，比别人看清楚事情也不会是一件好事咯~~~就是因为这样，很多时候自己也越想越多了。。。。。。。。

年纪越大。。。很多东西也会越想不开。。。。有时在想，不快乐也要过日子，快乐也要过日子。。。为什么要在乎那么多事情啊？把自己变不快乐那么辛苦，为什么还要继续呢？哈，人就是那么的犯贱咯~~~~ 自己以为自己很强悍。。。不任何事情都啃上来。。。。最后败伤的还是自己罢了~ 那又何苦呢？:(

真的不知道自己想要的是什么了？？？？？？？？？现在最想要的就是离开这里，然后远走高飞~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 我该自己离开好了，因为只有这样，自己的心才能定下来。。。。。。。。然后什么都不用管了~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 

Happy Children's Day! (:

Our school celebrated Children's day today....This is not my first time celebrating together with the students but I could say this is the first time being a class teacher and monitoring my lil ones and enjoy with them! Overall, I didn't get to take any pictures or whatsoever pictures as a memory for my last last time teaching in the school. Been really busy taking care my class and been serve them like a maid for the whole morning! Tired me.......>.< Actually, I am kinda disappointed and unhappy with my class student....

Nah, I know I am just demanding too much! :(

By the way, I hope all of them did enjoyed their day as well....Hope they will like the small gift and party pack that I gave them all! At here, I sincerely wish all the best to my lil kids and I hope they will success one day and hopefully they will not forget me being as their not-so-good teacher in these 1 year! 

Take care all my dears~ (:

Happy Children's Day to all my fellow kids!!!!! Cheers~ 

Believe!

Do believe always!!!

I strongly agree that everything will turn good if we believe! :)

另一个天堂

你取代

前一秒我生命的空白

问题忽然 找到答案

不用解释也明白

你的微笑 是一个暗号

我能解读 那多美好

梦想不大 想永远停在 这一秒

你为我的世界

重新彩绘 Oh

是你带我找到 另一个天堂

远比想像中更美

我们怀抱里的 这一个天堂

每一个梦想 有无限的快乐

相信你是我的 另一个天堂

给的爱多麽纯粹

因为你而存在 这一个天堂

爱是 直达的路线

因为你而存在 这一个天堂

只想陪在你身边

我等待

下一刻再相遇的精采

每天每天 越来越爱

逻辑就这麽简单

是你转到 同一个频道

定位我的 幸福座标

我多渺小 能爱著你 才最重要

想把你的明天

仔细翻阅 Oh

是你带我找到 另一个天堂

远比想像中更美

我们怀抱里的 这一个天堂

每一个梦想 有无限的快乐

相信你是我的 另一个天堂

给的爱多麽纯粹

因为你而存在 这一个天堂

爱是 直达的路线

Ha....

是你带我找到 另一个天堂

远比想像中更美

我们怀抱里的 这一个天堂

每一个梦想 有无限的快乐

相信你是我的 另一个天堂

给的爱多麽纯粹

因为你而存在 这一个天堂

爱是 直达的路线

因为你而存在 这一个天堂

我只想陪在你 身边

因为你而存在 这一个天堂

我只想陪在你 身边

by: 王力宏 另一个天堂