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Monday, September 27, 2010

我想我不会爱你 -- 田馥甄

你的呼吸 还有你的声音
你的呼吸 穿过身体
我来不及反应
你的声音躲在耳里 让我生病
谢谢 你给的让我沉迷
让我丢掉了姓名
在好奇的时候 拉不住眼睛
我想我不会爱你 这样下去
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃
我想我不会爱你 只是也许
你的叹息 散落一地
让我歇斯底里
靠得太近一不小心 弄伤自己
谢谢 你给的让我沉迷
让我困住了自己
在迷路的时候 舍不得离去
我想我不会爱你 这样下去
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃
我想我不会恨你 伤的痕迹
住在我心底 变成了秘密
我想我不会爱你 害怕失去
我想我不会恨你 只是也许
所以逞强的 远远看着你
我想我不会爱你 这样下去
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃
我想我不会恨你 伤的痕迹
住在我心底变成了秘密
我想我不会爱你 害怕失去
所以逞强的 远远看着你
我想我不会恨你 只是也许

Saturday, September 25, 2010

想对你说的话...

那么久了...还是有那么多想对你说的话....也许你早已经不再理我的任何事情了....而我还一厢情愿的想和你说我在这儿过的日子....那么久了....我想你也变很多了吧....好像有整半年的时间没有见到你了...而联络你的次数也只不过2或3次....还是我主动找你的咯....你那曾经对我说的承诺好像不再出现了咯....我想现在你也不会主动想要问我的情况了啦..... =(

快一年了...时间真的过得很快....还记得曾经我们说过的承诺吗??你大概也不记得了吧~ 我说了会等你一年....多久我都会等的....现在,我快把自己的承诺做到了咯.....可惜你已不会再知道....也不会再看到了...我知道...这只是我自己傻....只是我自己把事情看得太重了....也只是我自己想太多了......

你知道吗?自从没有你....很多很多事情都变了....有变好的....也有变坏的....很多很多不开心的事....很多很多想像你说的事.....以前还好有你的安慰和劝导.....还有你那严肃的脸孔....只要你讲什么我都可以牢牢记得在心里.....我真的好想念那种感觉.....傻傻的我.....还真的只听你说的话....那时候有你....什么都好像很容易解决.....什么烦恼也能消失似的....而如今,什么都是自己在坑....真的很难受....好希望现在的你也可以像以前那样严厉的对我.....

放假3个星期....真的很希望有一天能见到你....只想见见你....了解你最近的情况.....不知道我是否有那样的机会?????我并没有什么样的愿望.....就真的想见见你和知道你的状况.....真的只有那么小小的愿望....老天爷,您可以帮帮我吗???????

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Impossible - Shontelle

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

I miss you when something really good happens because you’re the one I want to share it with. 
I miss you when something is troubling me because you’re the one who understands me so well. 
I miss you when I laugh and cry because I know that you’re the one that makes my laughter grow and tears disappear.
 I miss you all the time but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the times we shared.

Friday, September 17, 2010

At this second, i really wish to say.....

ANYMORE!!!!!!!

wtf...
How can I persuade myself from taking back the love from you????
I am damn freaking SUFFERING, ya know?????
WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS AT THE FIRST PLACE????
I HATE IT!!!
I HATE MYSELF!!!!
I JUST CANT STOP THINKING OF YOU!!!!!!!
ARGGHHHHHHHH~~~~

Thursday, September 16, 2010

陈威全 - 和平分开

如果失眠因为夜长
夜长因为等待天亮
天亮之后剩下孤单
再看不到我以为的天堂
我再倔强 再想勉强
也只能够甘心的投降

如果寂寞让人恐慌
恐慌多了让人幻想
幻想最后变成背叛
难道我应该宽恕体谅
在看穿之后继续伪装

我们的爱情也曾面对无数风浪
这一次却落得要两败俱伤
你躲进了他的胸膛
要我绝望 好长一段时间
不敢开口嘘寒问暖

你把绝望统统留下
快乐悲伤交了给他
离开是我唯一的法
回忆越理越是复杂
骗自己说没有牵挂
这么孤单算不算惩罚

我只犹豫 停了一下
你就永远交给了他
爱于不爱没有一丝挣扎
空旷的房间什么留下
我带着仅存的一些回忆
和平分开一下

我不再害怕 总是和擦肩而过
你的幸福 偶尔我也听说
从前那羡慕的目光 如今投给了他
我的爱找不到解答
你把绝望统统留下
快乐悲伤交了给他
离开是我唯一的法
回忆越理越是复杂
骗自己说没有牵挂
这么孤单算不算惩罚

我只犹豫 停了一下
你就永远交给了他
爱于不爱没有一丝挣扎
空旷的房间什么留下
我带着仅存的一些回忆
和平分开一下

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

正巧符合我现在的心情...

郑中基 - 答应不爱你

明明爱很清晰 却又接受分离
我只剩失恋的权利
难过还来不及 爱早已融入呼吸
不存在的存在心底

虽然很努力 练习着忘记
我的心却还没答应可以放弃了你
真的对不起 答应了你不再爱你
我却还没答应我自己

明明爱很清晰 却要接受分离
我只剩失恋的权利
难过还来不及 就让爱融入空气
不存在的存在心底


说好要忘记 偏偏又想起
原来我的心还没有答应放弃了你
真的对不起 虽然曾经答应了你
我却还没答应我自己
却又如何真的不爱你

Friday, September 10, 2010

Happy Birthday, Yee Ying!!!

This is a special post for a girl which have the same name as mine....
It's her 21st Birthday on 10/9/2010...
We had a same name and our birthday actually is 1 day different....;P
At here, I wanna wish you : 
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY YEE YING!!!!!
She's pretty and always have a sweet smile on her face...
This is also why me and her are good friends because she is a friendly and caring person of mine and always take care of us in Kampar!!!!!
Girl, I'm really glad to have you as my friend and thank you for always be there for me when I faced problems in my Uni life....
Tada~~~
Hey, sexy lady~~~
Keke...we actually bought 21 candles for her on her small birthday cake....20 fake candles and 1 real candle....It's her 21st, of course we shall do something different than before, right??? XD
Yee Ying with her sweet smile on face...
This is always the unique side of her which always will cheers up her friends's day with a sweet smile~
The present from 1575 babes!!!!! * Me, Elaine, Stacy and Mandy*
Yee Ying's pretty white dress from us!!!!*You looks gorgeous,my dear*
Elaine and the birthday girl!!!^^
Stacy and the pretty :)
It's Priya and Bday girl...
Isaac and Vivian!!!^^
Alex and the pretty lady!!!!
Owwh~~Me love this pic lots :D
The hot chick posing at Pizza Hut!!!!
Finally, our group picture...

Lastly, wanna wish ya dream come true always and good luck in your final exam next week. It's 3 years since we know each other...You're going to leave us next semester already....I am not sure whether I can used to it without you here anot, but I still sincerely hope you will have good undertaking in your future!!!!! We girls here miss you a lot...Take care and all da best to you!!!!!!!

Happy 21st Birthday, 

Pua Yee Ying!!!!!!!

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

我比想像中爱你 - JS

飞得越远越看不见 
你阳光下灿烂的笑脸
在天和海之间那条界线慢慢地走远 
你曾经是我的地平线
你有没有一点想念 
我们一起去年的夏天
有种爱的感觉在心里面那么的强烈 
而这一切好像只是昨天
我才发现我比想象中爱你 
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静 我诚实的分析我自己
还是不可否认地 
我比想象中爱你


浪花掠过沙滩边境(海风就像你的呼吸)
我又看见我们的脚印(那曾是回忆的痕迹)
如果预见幸福的机率 要千万分之一 
不顾一切 也要找回你
我才发现我比想象中爱你 
只是一时不小心错过了你
oh~~~
终于发现我比想象中爱你 
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静 我诚实的分析我自己 
总会从梦中惊醒
还是不可否认地 我比想象中爱你

期待.等待.

等....等....等....等.....

等待.

期待.

等待你的出现...

期待你的来电...

等了好久好久...

还是在等...

说真的,

我真的很想收到你的问候和祝福...

可以吗???

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

An emo post...

Nothing much that I wanna write here actually, just randomly feeling want to blog and emo a little bit here....It's study week and finals is actually around the corner....and and plus my Big day is coming soon too!!! Every year this period is the saddest part of my life because there is so many things happened these few years around September!!! Hardly forget and dun want to remember what had happen.....I still have mix feelings.....How stupid am I ever did something wrong in my life????

Relaxing for the past few days and ignore to start my revision whenever I open my notes. Suffering. I dun know where and how to start to do my revision. Time table had planned by myself but I still not able to follow it and start my revision. Add on, FYP still stuck at here too. I am useless. I am lazy. I am hopeless.

Seriously, tomorrow I shall really sit down and start doing notes for finals already. I know it is hard but I really need to try it out! If there's some motivation for me, please do feel free to find me in fb or msn or sms. I really need it a lot. Yes, get what I mean. REALLY LOT!!!!:D

I dun know what and how is the feeling now. I am confuse. I started to live without his existing in my life already but therefore I still can see the shadow of him whenever what I do. I can feel somebody is encouraging me at the back but I couldn't feel who is it?...I know I am also thinking too much already. I dun think he will still even remember me or care for me like what he used to do last time. He got a better one to take care of. I understand. Haih. Just wondering how is him there with his new life. Sadly, I know he is ignoring me to know about his life anymore. What I can do?

Try to get me out here. I need a fresh air now!

Good luck in exam to all my friends. GAMBATEH!!!

Saturday, September 4, 2010

~ The Randomness In Uni Life~

Recently, my friends had suggested many randoms idea of having fun staying in Kampar....
We really appreciate the time being together and this is going to be our last year and last semester here in Kampar already!!! :)
Thanks to all who brings good memories for me and others....You guys really ROCKS!!!
This is a new friend of mine, Lee Ting...
Our lunch last week at Wong Kok, Ipoh.
Me and Sherine :)

Another random thing that we had done is the sudden plan of going Cameron Highlands for Yum Char last Thursday~ :D
We had Starbucks and chit-chatting around till 3 something and then go back Kampar again....XD
Banana Muffin @ Starbucks 
My drinks ;D
Roomy with hers :)
This brunch of friends is the one who always help me a lot in these 3 years of my Uni life....
Thanks guys!!!^^
My coursemates....^^\
Girls always like to pose, same do me!!!!XD

Group Picture ( Take 1 ) !!!!^^

Group Picture ( Take 2 )

Besides, this Fu San dim sum happens yesterday whereby me, Brian and Jeremy was talking at the lakeside in the middle of the night. We actually wanted to chat for awhile there and end up randomly suggested by Brian that we can have early breakfast in Fu San, Ipoh for dim sum!!!!XD 
After that, we called Chris and Joshua along...and 5 of us in a car happily went to Ipoh....:D
The craziness of these guys.....
Whole night never sleep but still fully of energy which singing all the way long to our destination~~~~ 

Yummy dim sum in Fu San!!!!^^
*Slurpssss*
I'm Love It~~~~~
This is my coursemate , Joshua 
Brian our dai lou and the driver!!!XD
Jeremy aka Jerms...
mua class rap!!! :p
Chris the oldest among us!!!LOL!!! 
Ugly me force to take picture by them~~~~T^T
*CHEERSSS*
The guys posting in front of the Restaurant!!!! XD

9.30am reach home and sleep for 3 hours only. Then, my roomy saying to go Ipoh for movie!!!XD
Action is better than planning! We actually go to Ipoh Jusco...the second trip for me to Ipoh on the same day.....Me and Sherine went there to shopping while Elaine and Louis went to have movie. I actually wanted to watch movie but too bad Sherine didn't want to. So, we actually went to have our early dinner in one of the Japanese restaurant in Jusco! 
My favorite food ya know right??? XD
And I can highly recommend this restaurant to ya all....
It's delicious and the place are very comfortable~ I'm surely going back for the next time~~~~
Cafe Takahashi
The menu book...
Sherine
Me
Us!!!! XD
My Unagi set which cost RM 19.90!
It's reasonable price....
Sherine and her Chicken Teriyaki set, which only cost RM16.90
The Unagi Cawanmushi is really delicious *yummy*
It's my time to have self-shot!XD

After that, we actually wanted to go Ipoh Parade, but end up Sherine received a call from her housemate saying that her car kena bang by others! We then go back and see how is the condition of the car and settle everything! Luckily, there's no one injure and it's just a small case of accident! Thank god for the small damage because the student who drive in Kampar really dangerous and scary....:)
After settle everything, it's Friday night and we had our party night again!!!~
And,
this is the 3rd time I go down to Ipoh in the same day!!!~
Gosh~ 
You can see how the random of all of us already right???
WAHAHAHAHHAHA.... as long as we enjoyed our time being together and we shall start to have revision already because final exam is around the corner!!!~

Last but not least, I would like to say " HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to all the September babes which including myself!!!!!!!!!!!!! Although it's exam period again and I am going to be alone again in this coming birthday, therefore I still feel happy and glad to have brunch of friends who always give me support no matter what happened!!! Nah, no special birthday wish for this year but I just hope everyone stay happy and healthy always and the most most most important thing is.......GET GOOD RESULT for this semester!!!!! ^^
May God Bless US Always
I Miss You...
xoxo

Nice Song!^^

Hebe@田馥甄  寂寞寂寞就好

还是原来那个我 不过撂掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺 迟早我会换这张脸应对笑容
不算什么 爱错就爱错
早点认错 早一点解脱

寂寞寂寞就好 这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到 受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉

还是原来那个你 是我自己做梦你又改变什么
再多的爱也没用 每个人有每个人的业障因果
会有什么 什么都没有
早点看破 才看的见以后

寂寞寂寞就好 这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到 受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 我总会把你戒掉

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

M-E-R-D-E-K-A eve @ Ipoh

The first time experience celebrating Merdeka Eve with my University friends. We had planned earlier to go up to Ipoh and celebrate together on 30/08/2010. 
Had fun with the usual gang who goes club together!! My dearest roomy, housemates and friends....:P
Here's some of the pictures that we took on that night! 
Location : Hades and Club 9 ( Ipoh )
Date : 30/08/2010 till 31/08/2010 3.30am
Those who were there are : Me ( Karen ), Elaine, Stacy, Mandy, Sherine, Jennifer, Cyrus, Veronne, Justin, Victor and his friends, Jeff Wu, Carmen, Strom, Nicholas, Vincent and some of them I had forget their names! *I'm sorry for the forgetful brain*
Girls just wanna have fun all the night!!!!!!XD

Imma party and party and party~~~~~

Here's some of shots of the night! :D
My lovely roomy for 3 years~
The 3 hot chicks! XD
Let's party my girls!!!!!!
The pretty babes of the night!!!!
Sexy Babe ^^
:)
Pretty ladies in the club!!!!Pwiweeet!!!!
She's SEXY babe~~~
Strom and Me...

Here's some pretty ladies of mine in Kampar!!! Really thanks them for the support and encouragement always!!!Love ya all ladies~~~ 
Sherine
Mandy
Jennifer
Stacy
Elaine

And the last of all, our most important person who always bring hot chicks with him, He's called as our "bapa ayam"!!!XD
He's also my "kai kor"...
Justin

Last but not least, 
My outfit of the night....
*omg, i look really fat on that night*sob*
CHEERSSSSS~

Before I end this post,
I would like to say....

Happy Birthday to Malaysia!!!!

Merdeka!!!

Merdeka!!!

Merdeka!!!