End of holiday, Starting of new semester...

That's the end of my holiday...

1 month of holiday and the working life....

I shall back to where I suppose to belong....

New semester starts today but I have no class today....

Busying unpacked my things...

So many things to be done yet so little time....

Doesn't have the feeling to back to study life again...

I missed home...

I missed my family and friends....

Seriously,

I do not like these feelings staying here...

Everything seems so unfamiliar to me anymore...

Everything seems so bad to me again....

Sometimes, 

I rather be the one who didn't know how to find out unhappy things...

I rather be the noob one who didn't know any single things...

I hate pretending...

I hate being trapped in all these...

Can I just run away from all these????

How can I stop from all these irrational belief???

T.T

Is there anyone who can help me???

Say GOODBYE!!!~

Time really flies like nobody will ever notice it...

Half year of staying at my home sweet home really makes me dun feel like going back to Kampar again....

I dun wanna back to the place whereby no shopping malls and entertainment....

a place with no motivation at all!!!! T.T

Half a year to go....

I wish to stay here longer~~~~~~~

Well, it's almost the end of May and few days to June already...

8 months had passed...

Everything is going back to normal again....*i think so*

I still miss....

But I need to move on already...

I had mentioned too many times already...

This time, I should really do what I had promised...

Letting go and say BYE...

No matter what and how,

I just wish you to be happy there...

Happy with everything u have...

Sincerely wishing you all da best in your future~

Maybe I still love you,

but this is the better way for us to move on and go on with our life....

I will not appear in your life again....

and you will always in my heart for once the person I love the most.....

Thank you! 

In case you see this, 

I would like to tell you that...

I am fine with my life now...

Everything is changing to a better condition now~

Tomorrow I need to back to Kampar again...

starting a new life there again....

I will fight for the best...

Do my best...

Gotta achieve a good result...

One step closer to my dream~~~

Goodbye,

and

I miss you!

Dear God, are you kidding with me?

Dear God,

are you kidding with me???

T.T

I feel so paiseh today you know???

T.T

do you hear me???

T.T

Baby, i am missing u even more today already....T.T

If I say I still missing you??

After so many days....so many months..... I still miss you so much here.... I am out of mind how to keep your shadow inside my mind anymore.... So many ways I had tried.... Unfortunately it is still end up the same result.... I find myself dare not find you or talk to you anymore.... Is this a good or bad thing??


No matter how busy am I.... how tired am I.... I still can't stop thinking of you!!!T.T.... I am afraid of finding anymore because I hate the feeling of disappointed whenever what u had promise me..... You said that you will find me whenever you have the time.... but guess it's already half a year I been here since last semester holiday.... but it so clear that I am just the only one who will find you but you will just give me so many excuses to me that you are so busy in this and that.... Can you hear my heart breaking???


I dun know...  I really dun know..... I am out of idea.... out of way.....What should I do??? T.T.... 


Can We meet once before I back to Kampar???


Will you promise me???


We shall see....


*Heartbreaks*

ps : I miss you much and I really really do...

In love with MONEY $$$$ !!!!!

Wondering what I been doing recently???

WAHAHA...

yeah yeah...

I am working so HARD to earn more MONEY!!!!! XD

Working is tiring

but

I did enjoy it!!!!:))

Is time for me to earn real more MONEY so that I can shopping till crazy!!!

WAHAHHAHA~

I have a long long list of wishlist....

Dear God,

Can you hear me???

Are you going to give me MORE???;P 

And lastly,

Tml gotta work again....

I gotta get more MOTIVATION to earn more money...

SHOPPING SHOPPING....

wait for me ya!!!^.P

For now,

My only target is

M.O.N.E.Y!!!!!!!!!!!

* why do i still miss you so much???T.T*

Maybe..

Maybe I am not a good daughter...
Maybe I am not a good friend...
Maybe I am not a good partner too....


Guess maybe I am just not good for anyone...


Sometimes, I am just hoping for someone who can care and love me...


But I guess I am just hoping too much....


Too much till there's always disappointment in life....


I shall leave....leaving far away from anyone who is involving this....


Maybe I am just not good enough....for ANYONE~

*ps: Can you hear how much I miss you here?* 

B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y!!!

Today is my really old friend's birthday!!! We had been know each other since primary school....

At here, wanna wish her "Happy 23th Birthday!!!"

Me and my friends help her celebrate her early birthday in Little Bally Cafe, SS15....

Organizer : Karen & Wen Sun :P

Thanks to Eaven, Amanda, Vernon, Brendan and Kit Mun~~

The Birthday girl, Kit Mun!!! ^.P

Special 6 slides cakes from RT Pastry!!!*yummy*

Group pics *7 of us*

 Me, Wen Sun, Sook Man, Eaven, Brendan, Vernon, and Kit Mun.

Finally, the usual 5 of us!!! :P

*F6 gang*

It's a great gathering night for all of us although the time spent together is short!!! Some of them is going to graduate and some of time are working already!!!But, the most important thing is we still keep in touch from time to time....Glad that I have this branch of friend who always there for me when I am down or happy....

You guys are definitely THE BEST!!!!

Last but not least, 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KIT MUN!!!

Lunch with brother!!!

Had lunch with William yesterday in Puchong....We went into this Japanese Restaurant called" Kissaten"... The food was nice and the price was reasonable!!!! :))

The menu~

     

The environment in Kissaten, The Palette

My handsome brother, William :P

    

Me~

*Free sashimi*

   *My set lunch* 

 

*William's set lunch*

I like the environment of the restaurant....and the most important thing is I love the food there.....;)

It is actually located at "The Palette", IOI Boulevard, Puchong.It has another outlet which is in Palm Square Jaya One,PJ.

Let's have a try and enjoy it today!!! ^.P

For more information, please kindly refer to this place :

Address: Kissaten @ IOI Boulevard

D-G-57 & 58, Block D,

Jalan Kenari 5, 

Bandar Puchong Jaya, 

47170 Puchong, Selangor D.E

Tel: +603-8070 6307

A great Monday!!! :D

Today Me and My NS Ji Mui, Yen Er went to had our singing session in Red Box,The Curve and had our really late lunch in Kim Gary!!!! It's really been a long time the last time we hang out together..... :))

This is my pretty best friend during NS time, Yen Er!!! *still single*ehem*ehem*winks*

Both our drink....Lemon Coke (Mine) and Ice Lemon Tea ( Hers)

Since both of us didn't get to take a photo in the room....we never missed to get the chance to take it in the toilet!!!Haha!!! XD

This is the fatty me with self-camwhore pic!!:P

There's still some pics with Yen Er....More pics will be update soon~

*new updates*

*our food*

*Carine*                                    *Karen*

After our singing session, we went to Kim Gary to take our so called lunch + dinner!!! Chit-chatting and laughers are so warm and enjoyable....There's so many things that we had left out and it's been really a year we did not get to meet up!!!! Great outing with her~

Still remember the first person I know during NS is her.....she's been always the one be there for me and helped me out a lot during those days.....Still clearly remember our days together....sleeping together in the hotel....sweet and bitter times in NS....hang out session after NS.....We still keep in touch for so many years.....I really appreciate this friendship with her because she's always a great friend and a good girl!!!!~

I feel PROUD to have a friend like her....
THANK YOU, YEN ER!!!! :D

Hope our friendship will never ENDS....till F.O.R.E.V.E.R!!!!!!!!

Me and myself!!~

This is the new me!!*after rebonding in Kampar*  

*Camwhore a bit* 

*winks*

*i know it doesn't look any different compare with my previous hair*

Change...Change....Change....

It just time to change myself to a better one i guess??XD

Too many bad incident happens recently....

Even my friend also tell me that I am the one among all his friend which always get bad luck in going through my life which he ever met....Really swt swt!!!My coursemate saje already say that to me....How could I not admit that this is how I am going through my life now???

Is tough and hard to go on with that...

but I will always remind myself to think positively!!!!:))

Back from Kampar after 2 days of holiday there....

Now, is time for me to fight for what I should do already....

I am going to change myself!!!!

YUP!!!

Yeah!!!!

I gotta CHANGE~

change into a better person of course!!:D

Wish me luck and help me along if you willing to give me a helping hand~~

GAMBATEH!!!!!

woohoo~

Unlucky days~

Back from Camp at Bukit Cahaya for 3 days 2 night. Totally exhausted. Tired but it was FUN!!!:)


The dumb dumb me fell down today at Taipan when I was going to get my car. Carrying a handbag and laptop bag with me, together fell down on the road. *ouch* was the first reaction from me and *wtf* is the second thought of me!!!T.T.....How did I being so careless for not concentrating while walking....It's been a long time since the last time I fell down....Couldn't really recall it but the feeling of "pain" is just there......


Nope! I did not cry. I faced it alone and comfort myself from suffering from pain!! The first time I being calm but my heartbreaks because I am pain but there is no one there for me~ Well, I guess I gotta use to this kind of feeling every time again no matter what happened!


There's too much of misunderstanding and miscommunication between..... I really tired of giving any reason to protect myself! I was blamed because I voice out my thinking....I was blamed for not being completing what I should....I was blamed for being rude and did not respect....I was blamed for everything......Everything that I did totally gone in a sudden.....yea and now I guess I am one of the "famous" among all.....


Why must things getting more complex and complicated??? I did not think of revenge anyone.....I did not think of hurting anyone... I really did not think of getting this matter to become more serious!!!!! I am out of my mind.....I get scold because they think I have the intention of doing it.....Who can I complain to???? Am i really being rude for voice up my thinking and opinion???? If this is not the way I should do, can you tell me what shall I do?????T.T


I have no one I can tell....I have no one that can understand me....I have no one that can lay on when I need a shoulder to cry.....I can just cry silently on my bed without noticing from others....I am stressed! I am out of mind! I am speechless! I am lost! I do not what steps should I take now!!!!~ Can anybody help me????


I guess there's no one that I can depend on......I know I should just settle it myself and be brave for what I should do!!!!!!!I know it! Yes I know it! ):

*For someone who will not read this- Sorry for troubling and disturbing...I know I had trouble you a lot....I know I am so troublesome for you....I know I am depending too much on you....I know I shouldn't find you when I need help.....but I just dun understand why I will just think of you to help me when I have trouble??? I guess is just too much for me to relay on you to help me....I shall just fark off myself from troubling you right??? It's been more than 6 months.....I guess I am just not over you YET!!hells know, everyone knows but you will never know that....Its okay, I know I am just not the right one....You will deserve a better one!sorry....