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Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Is just time to say "Goodbye"...

Of all the things                                                         
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

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i am not a good writtier to express my feelings here...i like to use some song's lyrics to express and show my feeling...for now, i am clear of what i can do and what should i do....sometimes is hard to accept that things changed in time but we as human still need to accept and faced it!!!well, as what i know, i shouldn't lie to myself anymore and keep giving chances again....there's no appreciation but only dissapointed!!!how sad how unhappy am i knowing everything afterall is just a LIE!!!! i always dun mean to hide things...so i will just tell about my feeling and all...but....again and again.....things are getting more complex and complicated....i dun really love this kind of situation!!!who will loves it right??? i try to belive in everything and tell myself that what i saw is just a illusion and false situation...i try to convience myselff that everyone deserve another chance as if he/she admit their wrong....unfortunately, im SO SO SO SO WRONG!!!!! lies created everywhere....patient become aggressive....freedom become controlling....how hurts do u know in my deep deep heart????
i guess saying "GOODBYE" is just a best sollution after all!!!even though im not tough enuff to stay strong....i will still let u go and now u have ur FREEDOM!!! i decided to say it and do it for this last last time....which is on my birthday!!!!!!this is the most "special" present for myself that i will actually letting go all those unhappy stuff and prepare to go for another war on the next day!!!!!! at here, i sincerely wish and hope that u will have ur freedom back and do whatever things that u like and u will overcome everything in ur life.....im no longer to be there for u but i will always welcome u if u face any problem!!!"Goodbye to you goodbye to everything I thought i know You are the only i loved The one thing that i tried to hold on to"...
THANK YOU AND SORRY FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!!-take care-

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