Excited~

Guess what? 


I had started my revision today!!!! Surprisingly right???? I have started HRM for 3 chapters and today is totally a good mood for me to start revision~ Good job to myself! :)


Besides, I am really excited now because I am going to Cameron with my dear housemates tomorrow! 5 of us~ Elaine, Sherine, Stacy, Mandy and Me!!!! ^.^ Hope everyone enjoy it!!! :D


Decided to go back home next week~ and I can't wait it because it's been a month I never go back already~~ Missing my lovely bed and my ji muis~ Gotta catch up with everyone soon!!! :)


It's time for bed.....will update more about the trip and others soon~ Good Night everyone!!!ZzzZzz......

Bad dream again...

Had a bad dream last night again,

I dunno what happen to me these few weeks....

Keep having those bad bad dream which makes me cannot sleep well....

I'm not sure what's the meaning of the dream, 

maybe I should find it out....

But I am sure about a thing is there's a person in the dream...

and every time I will jump up from bed and scare the hell of me~

I am not sure...

Issit the dream will reflects the reality??

I am curious...

Hoping to find out what's happening out there...

But I know I am not that "great" to find it out!~ ):

Well,

I'm just hoping to have a good rest these few days before I need to start my revision~

Gotta work super duper hard for this time already!

Shall continue another time! Ciaoz....xoxo 

My thoughts in mind....

Everything is done and now shall focus on finals already....
Therefore, I am too free to have stupid thoughts in mind again.....

I am NOT OKAY,

but I will BE FINE!

Exam on the 17th Dec and end on 20 Dec....

This week not going home again because I will be going Cameron with my housemates and friends.....

Last sem to be enjoy together with them....

Gonna appreciate the time and I think I am missing the life here already! :)

OH well,

I just hope everything will be fine now

and I can manage my time properly for revision....

and also spend some time together with my friends here!~

X'mas anywhere?

Dun ask me this question...

I guess I gonna be moody again this year...

I wish not too..

but I just can't help it...

It's the 2nd year already....

and I think I am not over him yet!!!!!>.<

Gosh~ I gonna get punch from many ppl already!!!!:P

Nites everyone!xoxo

Finally I'm DONE!!!! XD

Been really busy and serious about completing my FYP for the 2 weeks....and finally I'm done with it and rushing the whole night and I get to finish it today!!!!!!YEAPIEEEE!!!!! XD


FYP is done, assignment is done too....now left 1 presentation and then need to prepare for the finals already! Speaking about finals, aih, I tot I can finish it earlier or what....too bad that my faculty ends the exam very late this time and we gotta wait till the 17th Dec only start our first paper and the second/last paper will be on the 20th Dec..... All my housemates gonna leave me here and go back for holiday that time I guess............ISH......why so unfair this time de? why can't let us end the exam earlier and how I wish to go home right after that??!!?~


It's left 1 month here..... I think I am gonna miss the study time already......gonna graduate already but I dun have the feeling of happy on me.....I am not sure what kind of feeling now....confuse and blur~ Oh well, I just want to graduate and end my Degree here and go back to my home sweet home~~~~~


After everything done, I am not sure what I want to do now.....PPS?lolx.....dun feel like it now~ XD


Well, gonna stop here and prepare for class already! Have a nice day to everyone and I'll update more again!!!~ GOOD DAY TO ALL! :)

Waiting for the impossible???

Had some drinks with the girls again in 20s...This is the 3rd continuously day we went there for drink and dance....For me, I can temporary releasing all my stress and emotion there....those temperament moment that I used to miss a lot....I wanted to feel it all over again....

Frankly, I don't feel happy every time I'm in the club.... I had lots of old memories especially those from the moment we met till we broke up!~ I wanna get drunk....but hell ya, I couldn't.....EVERY TIME!!!!>.< Every time I wanted to persuade myself from stopping and think those unhappy things....I failed again and again....so many times.....I still failed!!!!!!!! Can you know how much it hurts????? Can you know how much I dun wanna let this to happen?????

Life without him is getting hard and tough....I gone through every thing by myself.... I gonna pretend in front of everyone....even to myself....how many times I need to pretend to be strong and stay calm in whatever situation.... I am really tired of pretending.....the smile from my heart is missing since the day you are far apart from me..... I just can't help myself from hiding the truth feeling inside myself~

I tried to convince myself to give up.... I tried to convince myself to let go.....

I failed...

I am just a failure....

and the truth is....

I never want you to go....

How many times I tried to hold on....

How many times I tried to be "thick face"....

How many times I act like a immature kids.....

and How many times I get rejected by you meeting me....

I still choose not to give up!!!!!

I am still waiting....

No matter how long I should be waiting....

I will still wait....

wait till the day you can forgive me and accept me again....

I just wish I can have a 2nd chance....

I just want to be with you...

You're the one that I want all these while....

*hope that you can hear the voice of from my heart*

I will still wait for the impossible.....

Baby, please come back to me~

Hmmmm.....

Exhausted

Tired.

Finally the last mid-term of my university life is over!!!!!!!

Now left 1 assignment, 1 presentation and 1 FYP to be done!~ 

Oh well,

due to lack of sleep yesterday.... I had decide to give myself a night of holiday without continue my FYP...

tml is a public holiday and I shall done with my works~

Exhausted!

Gotta up to bed now.

Good night. xoxo.