It's time to say buh-bye again.

It's Monday! Actually I planned to back Kampar yesterday but there's a little of problem occur yesterday and end up I did not go back!

Went lunch with the him that I always mentioned. Finally, we get to meet up. But, everything seems to be so stranger for me and him. I always wanted to get a chance to see him and be friends again like how we was. Yesterday was a really sad case for myself. I found that I am still a failure after all. I can't even handle my own problems well, how am I going to help others some other day??? Frankly, I am really glad for the really short time that we spent together. Seeing him living great in his life now, I am happy for him. Sincerely.

We never talk much. I never ask much too. I am too scare to ask. I also dun know how to start. I need his help. I pretend everything that I am okay. I too show not care into him anymore. I dun know why. I dun know how to face it. The feeling is not good but I still able to handle it not-so-well. Overall, I am already satisfy with it. Not going to ask for more!

Finally, he fulfill my birthday wish in this semester break and we able to meet up before I go back again. I thank him for the time wasting on me. I thank him for making my wish come true. I did not show how I dun want to say good bye. I know it's my time to say good bye to him already.

Going back Kampar again. My last new short semester. And then I am done with my Degree! I appreciate the time being together with everyone. I miss some of the friends whom no longer close with me anymore. Maybe it's time to put down everything and move on with my own life. I thank whom really be there for me always. (:

New semester. No car sticker for me. Guess that I will go through everything differently already. Last wishes, hope that I can really improve my result this semester! Goodbye Subang, Hello Kampar again!!! :)

Take care my friends. See ya all again soon. Cheers!

为我好 - 梁静茹

才知道 你脸上的微笑 

不是幸福代表 

是种不自在的礼貌

才知道 感情已经动摇 

我一直被误导 

是你还不愿意揭晓

太多小烦恼 怪我们不懂得抛 

太多的问号 答案也都不必找

只换来疲劳 忘了要一起变老

为何要无话可说 才懂沉默比争吵难熬

为何会在恨消失后 爱还是挽回不了

为何要在疼爱的时候 才对我说离开我 

都是为我好

才知道 感情已经动摇 

我一直被误导 是你还不愿意揭晓

太多小烦恼 怪我们不懂得抛 

太多的问号 答案也都不必找

只换来疲劳 忘了要一起变老

为何要无话可说 才懂沉默比争吵难熬

为何会在恨消失后 爱还是挽回不了

为何要在疼爱我的时候 才对我说离开我 

都是为我好

Thank God and the result is out!!!

For your information, results are out!!! This means that I am able to graduate with my dear classmates on next year March already!!!! This is all because I had pass the hardest subject even though in not a very good result! Yeah who cares, at least I PASS!!!!! WEE~ Congratulations to all my classmates who did a good job!!!!^^

Now, is time to focus on my FYP = Final Year Project already!!!!!! No more temptation please!!!!I am now lack of time already~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ : (

That's all for now, shall update more soon~ 

Great day to all!!!^.^

I dun know.anything.

A meet up with a friend today in Klang.... First time drive all the way to Klang by myself with the help of daddy's GPS!!!


Had a girl's talk session and yum char in the same time...talking and chilling....telling out many stories and get up to date to some news~ I missed it so much and now I should really up-to-date on more already!!!XD


Sometimes, it's not a bad thing to know the truth which I been holding on to. After the chatting, I felt relaxing and happier ( I guess )....I dun know why. I just know that I am glad to know the truth. At least, not guessing game which I really hate it A LOT! :)


Thanks to her. A friend of mine. We share a lot. Different opinion. Different stories. Different thoughts and thinking. And not to forget advice and suggestion for both of us! She taught me and inspire me. I know what is a clearer picture out there. I also know which move should I take already.


Well, guessing that my wish will not come true again. This Sunday I need to go back Kampar again. For the last semester. 7 weeks of studies. 1 Study week. 2 Exam weeks. And then I am DONE with my Degree!!!!!:D Can't wait for it!!!


Oh wait, I still need to worry for the result which will be release tomorrow. I just want a pass. May God Bless Me and my friend! (: 


I know my condition is not good already. I shall off to bed early already! Tomorrow should start FYP! I doubt I will do it! But, I will still GAMBATEH!!!~


Good night. xoxo.


*Tell me that she's right and I stand a 2nd chance pls*

My beloved Da Jie (Cindy Tham) Convocation

It's 09-10-10!!!!

A big day for Ms.Tham Kam Pei...

It's her convocation in UPM after studying for 3 years there.....

We are glad to be there to join together in her convo and share this happiness together!!!! :) 

So, we five : Eaven, Amanda, Kit Mun, Peg Gee and Me met up at Jaya 33 and drove all the way to the Malaysia Largest University - UPM!!!!!!

Actually this is not my 1st time visit to this local Uni...The few times also went to this place because of the 1Malaysia thingy which my group had won in the 1M Proposal writing..... Great exprience though..:)

Oh well, back to the topic....

We actually took a number of pics together with the fresh graduate candidates - Ms. Tham!!!!XD

She's also known as my aka Da Jie  ( Big SIS ) although her body size is small than me lar!!! Yet, she's really a caring and friendly girl and happy-go-lucky.......

Here I would like to wish her ALL DA BEST IN HER FUTURE UNDERTAKING!!!!!! ^.^

See her lovely smiles ???? *Cindy Tham*

It's Us and some of them is Cindy's friend!!!!:)

This is our Apple aka Eaven Sun!!!! One is my dear dear and the other is my da jie!!!:P

It's Me!!!^.^

It's Peg gee and the pretty!~

Our potential primary school teacher aka Amanda Hoh and Cindy Tham !!!

It's our Secondary school teacher, Kit Mun and Cindy!!!Last of all, it's our group picture!!!!!

For left to right : Peg gee, Eaven Sun, Cindy Tham, Me, Amanda Hoh and Kit Mun....

After met up with Cindy, 5 of us went to steamboat which locally famous in Serdang ( according to Peg Gee ).....It's slightly expensive than our Sunway steamboat and of cuz compare to Kampar price.....The different of it is it has BBQ and steamboat together as Sunway's do not!!!BUT, I also told them that it's very normal in Kampar which have the combination of BBQ and steamboat for buffet....HAHAHAHA!!!I would say that the price and food are also CHEAPER than that place!!! 

OH btw, it's a nice try of different thing in different place too right....Unfortunately, I wasn't feeling well and do not have appetite to eat much which not worth that RM25!!!XD 

We had a good day and chit-chatting and teasing around each other......It's also consider our mini gathering since every one now is already busy with their career and studies.....How often we get to have a chance to meet up and sit down together for a couple of hours right????? :)

Appreciate everything we have now, Appreciate what we are now....

CHEERS! and CONGRATULATIONS TO MS CINDY THAM KAM PEI!!!!!!^.^

A touching story....

我，还在等你呢.....♥

有时候，我真的搞不清自己在想些什么....

明明说好了，要放弃从前的你，

开始做个快乐的自己，开始一个全新的人生...

明明管好了，那颗想你想个不停的心，

把它从此冰封在内心深海，把它放进心底漩涡，

让这段思念，消失在黑色空间之中....

一开始，我真的以为我做到了....

对于你的事，我不闻也不问，更不会提起...

就好像，你不曾出现在我的生命中，

就好像，你只是匆忙路过的陌路人，

你的出现，你的身影，我从不放在眼里....

我真的以为，没了你，我还是可以活下去...

我真的以为，失去你，我可以找到更好的幸福...

可是，我发觉到，我错了.......

没了你，我还是可以做个幽默风趣的自己，

我还是可以大吵大闹，笑得好像疯婆子1样...

只是，仔细一看，你会发现，

我的笑容里，失去了那一丝真诚，

你只会看见我逞强的笑着...

逞强的牵动着那已僵硬的嘴角.....

直到笑累了，当寂寞的空气怀抱着自己的时候，

我才能让开朗的自己退下，一个人默默地哭泣....

亲爱的，也许你不知道，

失去你之后，我给了自己一个理由，

把原本该关掉的手机24小时开着，

我告诉自己是怕朋友有重要的事情找我，

可是事实上，我是在等着你信息，等着你的来电....

我不再关机，是害怕错过了你1丝想复合的冲动，

于是每一夜，握着手机，我在等...

等你的一封信息也好，等你的一通电话也罢，

可是，事实证明了，我永远都等不到你的一句“复合吧。”

日复一日的，我等待着你的归来，

可是，一个月... 三个月.... 半年.... 甚至是几年了....

没有，我没有你的踪迹，没有你的信息，更没有你的陪伴...

那一次的道别，真的是说了再见，却再也都见不到了么？

于是，心碎的我，故作坚强的说着，

这个人，我不会再等，我要寻找我的下一站幸福！

而在这时，有个男生说，他会帮我忘了你....

所以，我开始和他交往，尝试把对你的想念放在他身上....

一开始，我真的以为我真的放弃了你，

可是，日子一久，我才发现，自己竟然在他的身上寻找你的身影...

原来，我一直都没忘记；原来我，把他当做你的代替品...

最后，我告诉了他这个事实，也在那天，和他分开了....

我不断地说着“对不起...”，因为我始终忘不了你，

因为我始终不能让其他的人取代你，因为我，还很爱很爱你...

落叶飘落，就好像我对你的思念，

已不知过了多少年，对你来说，我始终只是个过客...

亲爱的，我真的好后悔，如果分手的那天，

我不是选择等待，而是主动的要求复合，

你的心，是否愿意回到我的心房里住下来？

我好想亲口告诉你，我还在等着你，

我还在第一次相遇的咖啡厅等着你，

我还在第一次约会的公园想着你，

我还在第一次接吻的海边，等你回来.....

纵然现在的我们只算是陌路人，

可是我真的好希望，深爱的你，

能够再次拥抱着我，再说一句“我爱你”....

A-R-G-H!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just want to SHOUT OUT LOUD here!!!!!!

A-R-G-H!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~

SHE - 爱就对了

SHE - 爱就对了

总是要流一些滚烫热泪

才能换来对爱的体会

你看 时间没有毁灭

心也没有碎

其他的就交时间解决

你当然可以重新再爱

受过伤的感动 怎样爱与被爱

多余

反正你有他的回忆

有空白回忆

离开你的 只有他 但是 爱还在

听我说

爱是对的

错的是我们 还没学会爱

就急着爱人

而爱错人

可是爱就对了

遇到下一个

爱上就爱了

痛苦或快乐 都是我的

我当然经历过你现在的感受

我想那是人必经的折磨

也许每个人都该是某个人成长的助手

受一点苦痛 帮助她成熟

听我说

爱是对的

错的是我们 还没学会爱

就急着爱人

而爱错人

可是爱就对了

遇到下一个

爱上就爱了

痛苦或快乐 都是我的

别探听他的线索

别等待他会回头

爱 不喜欢看人软弱

别继续把心封锁

别躲在伤心里头

爱 万一来了别错过

爱是对的

错的是我们 还没学会爱

就急着爱人

而爱错人

可是爱就对了

遇到下一个

爱上就爱了

痛苦或快乐 都是我的

听我说

爱是对的

错的是别人自以为的爱

才会有爱人又伤害爱人

可是爱就对了

爱了就值得爱就能懂得

健身当快乐爱就对了

听我说

爱是对的

错的是别人自以为的爱

才会有爱人又伤害爱人

可是爱就对了

爱了就值得爱就能懂得

健身当快乐爱就对了

天真

没想到我还是那么天真....以为自己想的做的都不会影响任何人....
什么都不想说了....我知道再说什么也没有用了....
我的以为....只是我的以为....
看来那小小的心愿也不会再达成了....
算啦~我是任命的~~~
不会责怪任何人....
还是怪自己够天真......
累了.....放手了.....