I dun even know!!!

I am lazy in blogging recently because lappy spoil already and I am now gotta use my house's desktop!!!!Not really use to it already because too long never really use...><....I dun like it!!!!Now I just want my lappy back!!!!!!T.T

So many work need to be done but I am still hanging in the middle....My holiday mood is not over yet:(....I dun wanna go back to work~~~~~~

Just back from my granny house Miri,Sarawak yesterday night....then my branch of friends came to my house to "bai nian"...and then we went friend house to "bai nian" and yum char session in Station One....after that,gambling in one of my friend's house!!!LOLxx....it's really tired but I enjoy it~~~ It still rather better than I was in my granny house for the past 1 week!!!!!!:P

Today went to my rommy house in Kota Kemuning and YeeYing's house too!!!^.P Happy and glad to see them~~~ Really miss the life in Kampar now!!!kekekeke~ Gals, wait for me to back on June kay???:))

There's so many hidden feelings on me recenlty.....I dun know how to express....I also dun know who to express....I am really depressed!!!!T.T....I need counselor!!!!I need talk!!!!I need........
I am lost in my way.....I am still not strong to move on....I am still weak to face it......
How many times my friends tell me....How many times I need to cover it....How many times I need to pretend....How many times I need to fake.....How many times???How many times??????

Can I have any faster way to heal my craziness?????

ps: can somebody tell me what's on your mind now??