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Thursday, July 23, 2009

Where's my heart going??

just finish CMT 2 mid term today but tml still got Child mid term....
havent even start anything but i'm so lazy to start...
facebook is tempting...everything makes me dun feel like reading that too....
why am i so lazy?????no feeling to have mid term too!!!~
WaKE UP!!!WAKE UP!!!!!
i cannot continue to be like that already...is time to STUDY FOR CHILD MID TERM!!!!!!
drank 2 cups of TEA today...guess tonite will not be sleeping already.....><
tml 9.30am exam.....wish me luck......i wish i just can tahan till finish exam.....then....i will get my enuff sleep!!!!!OH wait........FRIDAY.....CULTURE mid term!!!!Oh GOsh....this is the sub that i skipped the class the most!!!!frankly,i dun even know what had been thought by the lecturer except in tutorial class....learned something cuz every week also got ppl present tutorial question infront the class!!!!!well,not much choice i can have now...gotta tahan abit more to study for culture mid term....T.T
HrmmM....i realize that i dun like to mix with many ppl lately....which means that i had learn to be more independent in doing things...such as......lunch or dinner time.....or go anywhere....i used to dun like to be alone whenever i go...but i found that i rather choose to be alone now......avoiding from conflict??misunderstand???or anything that might happen in the future.....yeah...i rather choose to be alone and feel like im the out group now.....nothing can be done....everyone seems to change...everyone seems to found the right person.....so i shall just continue to be alone and.....continue to live in my own world.....continue to talk to those who are just close to me....continue to mix with only those few of them.....continue to be myself......trying to avoid from anything happens....this is a good choice i guess!!!~~
AGAIN....wanna mention here that I MISS MY HOME!!!!!almost 1 month never go back subang already....this month really busy busy busy.....no chance to go home......maybe i should find a week that slightly free to back to subang before the finals is around the corner!!!!!aiKSS............i miss my bed......miss my parents.....miss my ji mui.....miss my dear dear......miss the delicious food.....miss the crazy time........T.T.......i am exhausted!!!!!!!i want to go HOME now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*sobsob*
is been so tired facing everything here......is been so suffering for all these while.....can i really have a break for this moment????????????
well....is not early now.....i shall start my revison in Child mid term tml already!!!!!ciao~~
*nites everyone*
*dear,i miss u alot!!!*xoxo

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