What else should i have hold on to.....

This is the last last post for year 2011 already...Nothing much i want to mention here because i dun wanna think bak of those unhappy moments.... All i want now is moving on to a better life in a brand new year 2012!!!! I have choose to run far far away from home and start a new lofe with all myself....A place where im not really familiar wif... A place that i hope i can escape everything that i faced now.... To start everything new, i juz need to have some new resolution for a better starting of year 2012! Im really tired of hiding those feeling inside mu heart so such a long long time already.... Sometimes i wish tat there will be someone who will stop me from all my decision...its impossible for everything because there will be no one who willing to do that for me mow!!! I hate being a replacement of somebody else.... And i sometimes dun understand why ppl likes to take me as the replacement! Gosh....do u know how much i being hurt and how much i need to pretend myself and smile in front of them? Wtf, who cares for now.... Im not going to be the one anymore!!!! I need my life bak... I need to let go and learn to be independent already!!!!!!!!!!!!! Last of all, hope everyone will have their dreams cone true and stay happy and healthier than before!!!!!!! Good luck peeps....Happy New Year Everyone!!!!!(:

Changes of myself in year 2011...

    

Merry Christmas 2011...

Wish everyone out there.....Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!! Hope everyone will have a great day out there.....:D

Stay tunned.....

Today is a enjoyable day with my fellow friends~ (:


Meanwhile, I also went to Salon (Snips) to have a new hair look! *Teehee*


This time not only cut or rebornding....it's something else! :P


And yeah, I will write it and post it at my next post as now I am still sick and lazy to think and write already! 


Heeheee, wanna know more bout it....pls keep urself update ya! :D


Christmas is near and I can feel the joy and laugher out there and faces on everyone! Oh and before I forget....I would like to wish everyone " Happy Winter Solstice Festival 冬至快乐!!!" Blessed from me and my family~ It's a must to eat "tang yuan" ya!!! Oh NO~~~ I dun want to grow older ler~~~~~~ T_T 

And lastly, good night and have a nice day everyone! 

^.^ 

The next step : Forget, Focus, Carry....

This will mean everything! <3

I...guess....it....so.....

ARGHhhhh!!!

I dun want to be invisible!!! >.<

Can't you hear me????!!!

我以为。。。（品冠的歌）

你曾说不想有天让我知道

你对他有那么好

你说会懂我的失落

不是靠宽容

就能够解脱

我以为

我出现的时候刚好

你和他正说要分开

我以为你

已对他不再期待

不纵容他再给你伤害

我以为我的温柔

能给你真的愉悦

我以为我能全力

填满你感情缺口

专心陪在你左右

弥补他一切的错

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究

你会慢慢明白

他的心不在你身上

我的关心

你依然无动于衷

我的以为 只是我以为

我以为我的温柔

能给你真的愉悦

我以为我能全力

填满你感情缺口

专心陪在你左右

弥补他一切的错

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶

你却还笑着原谅

原来你早就想好

你要留在谁身旁

我以为我够坚强

却一天天地失望

少给我一点希望

希望就不是奢望

My obsession in the house of Year 2011!!! ^.^

       

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把我的悲伤留给自己。。。

很多事情。。。很难预测。。。也许这一秒很好。。。下一秒却很糟糕。。。。很多出乎预料的事情都会发生。。。。
也许真的是我想多了，也许是我自己一个人的问题。。。。我知道真相时真的很难接受自己亲眼看到的东西。。。很难接受自己一直都在逃避的问题。。。。
真的不知道应该要怎么面对才好了。。。所有的悲伤都该留在自己的心中。。。什么都别提，那应该是最好的方法了吧？
心痛了，泪掉了。。。。也许没有人会知道。。。也没有人会去理会那么多了。。。。 :( :( : (

Different!

Hello Santa,


This year I wish to have a different celebration for Christmas.....~ Can you have my wish come true???? :)


I dun need anything much, just a simple and different celebration with my love ones and the ones I love! 


Hoping to have a good news from you, santa~ :D

Ps : I am hoping fir a little surprise! *teehee*


Good night! xoxo

凡是，都以平常心看待！(:

发生了很多事情。。。面对了很多困难。。。

现在的我，才明白很多道理。。。

以前超任性的我，

现在也看得开很多事情了。。。

以前执着的事情，

现在也看得过去了。。。

很多不喜欢的事情，

现在也该接受了。。。

现在的心情，

还是那句最有道理。。。

“凡事，都以平常心看待”

很多事情，如果太执着了。。。

最后还是不会有好的结果！

我对他，

也一样了，

什么都不想，

什么都不管，

我只想要的。。。就仿佛像“那些年”那部戏里的剧情那样。。。

只要求简简单单的感觉。。。

只要能够看见，

只要能够好好谈天说话，

只要能够做朋友，

只要能够默默关心，

只要能够默默支持，

那 已经很足够了！

这都因为，我这次真的放下了心。。。

只想平常心对待。。。