不可能的任务...

明知道不可能...

明知道没有结果....

那, 我还是得放弃对你的一线期望了....

自从那一天....你就没有再联络我了....

我还傻傻的等待和期待你的回复....

原来, 我还是错了...

我早就该知道我们是不可能的....

这一次,是我一个人在自作多情吧~

没可能...

没可能...

你是没可能看上我的啦~

算了吧...

我心也碎了!!~

Aihhhhh....

Game Over!

BOOO!!!!

It's Game Over...

You shall start it over again....

Yes,

This is a reminder for myself...

No matter for who and what...

Life is just like a game whereby there will be a winner and the rest of it will just be the losers...

Today is a fool,

Tomorrow will be a past and dream already...

No matter how hard you wish to hold on,

There's still a borderline in it...

Take it or just stay with it...

Barred with all the consequences!!!!~

It's unfair,

I would rather say it...

No matter you agree with me or not...

I will still take this challenge till the end!!!~

Game over????

Nah~

It's just the beginning of the G.A.M.E!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO,

I am in,

How about YOU????

signing off...

Is there any existent of Fairy Tales???

Ever wonder,

Is fairy tales really exist??

Sometimes, I do believe that every stories will have a good ending just like how fairy tales told us....

but, I realize that it is also not that easy that what we think and what are we going to face in life!~

However,

no matter what's the up and down over the life....

I guess I shall just make a choice and walk through this...

I believe that fairy tales is still exist....

Keep it up and let's move on in our life!~

GAMBATEH!!!! :)

Home Sweet Home :)

Back in home again after 2 weeks...
Feeling great to have this kind of feelings because this may be the only place I can put on all my feelings and emotion whereby no one else can see or know about it....
Went dinner with Weng Kien in Sunway Station 1 to meet up with his friend, Andrew ( if i am not mistaken ). Reached home about 11 something. : )
Tomorrow will hang out with one of my darlings, Yen Er.... :P Can't wait to see her!!! Oh yeah~~~
Going bed now...ZZzzZZzzz
Last but not least, " 最后的疼爱是手放开 "....

*少了你我该怎么办?*

Need You Now- Lady Antebellum

Need You Now- Lady Antebellum

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor

Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now

Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door

Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one I'm a little drunk and I need you now

Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now

Ooh...

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now
I just need you now

Oh baby I need you now

WeeKends!!!

It's Weekends again!!!~

This week didn't get to back home because I joined soft skills in UTAR with Yee Ying...

Feel sorry to daddy because couldn't get to celebrate Father's Day with him....

Oh well,

It's Saturday today and we shall have P-A-R-T-Y tonight!!!!

Hang on and stay tune~

*Party like a rock star!!!*

“Sometimes its easier to say you don’t care than to explain all the reasons why you do.”

* yet, I'm missing him again*

Baby please help me~

Seems like it is rather another tough day....
Had lunch with Priya and Weng Kien.... then went campus awhile and then A Box...
Singing session for 3 hours....
I'm surprise that the time I was singing the song that I like it a lot and my tears keep falling....
Immediately in my mind, everything flows out and I am confuse about it....
I am trying to pretend hard that I am okay....
But I still can't control my feelings and tears whenever I see or think something related....
I need a break...
Week 3 already and I am not in the mood for everything....
GOSH~
I dun want to be like that for longer....it's rather suffering and hurts....
Baby, please just cure me from this hard time....
Anyone is there to help??
Desperately I need a shoulder beside me....
I also need a pair of ears to listen to me....
Moreover I wish to have a helping hand to help me to psycho me!!!~
Darlings, are you guys willing to do that???
I can't take it any longer anymore....
Almost break down already...
Baby, please tell me that everything that I saw is just an illusion~~
Darling, please tell me that what you said is not lies...
Oh Lord, I need more strength to be brave and overcome my problem....


I am tired... I am hopeless...


Please don't leave me alone~

哭过就好了

你知道吗??我真的很喜欢这首歌的词....一切仿佛在写下我现在的心情....

原来我错了, 我以为自己已经可以放下也不再介意了....直到今天所看到的东西....我一时控制不到自己的情绪....还是哭了....

很好笑的是....我自己在掉眼泪...也不知道这是怎么样的心情....

原来那么久了....我还依然无法控制自己那脆弱的心....眼睁睁看见眼前的事实....傻傻的曾经以为一切只是自己在想多吧了....结果还是猜对全部的事实....

连我自己都在笑自己啊!!~

你说这回还不叫'好笑"吗???

哈哈...

这种失望又难过的心情....我想已经很麻木了啦....

有什么事情我没有遇过呢???

有什么事情我没有经历过呢???

说回来,

我还真的要谢谢他...

因为他令我大开眼界...

看清楚这世界是多么的残忍...多么的现实....

看清楚原来真的不可以那么相信一个人....

看清楚这一切可怕的人与物....

哭过就好了...

我不想再为不值得的人与物再这样堕落下去了...

我要站起来!!!!

我必须坚强!!!!

我一定要成功!!!!!

我一定会证明自己的实力!!!!~

加油加油!!!!!!!!!!!

不喜欢怀疑什麽

并不表示我没有感受

看你微妙的变化 慢慢不同

我不是生气 只是心痛

最讨厌被误会了

但越解释越觉得难过

你可以说人会变

但不能说 你会这麽做 是我的错

哭过就好了

伤都会好的

这样相信所以深呼吸著割舍

爱是为了拥抱 为了牵手

不是为了争吵 为了调头

哭过就好了

痛都会走的

记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的

失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩

还是谢谢你让我长大了

哭过就好了

痛都会走的

记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的

失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩

还是谢谢你让我长大了

越多美好堆叠的过往

想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤

要找勇气却不在口袋或手上

但它一定在我身上某个地方

哭过就好了

痛都会走的

记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的

失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩

还是谢谢你让我长大了

GAMBATEH!!!!!

Week 2

It's the end of Week 2 already and there's 12 weeks to go before the final exams.....


My time table for this semester is quite good because I had no class on Monday and Friday....This also means that I had more time to do assignment and FYP right??? But, I think I had wasted many time doing all nonsense and wasting all the free time to play around with my house mates and friends....lolxx..... *started to feel guilty*


It's weekend again and this week I decided to stay in Kampar and not going back to my hometown because I had rather more plans and work to be done!!!XD *stay tune for the updates*


Oh gosh, one more thing... I am seriously addicted into POOL!!!!! Guess like this semester I'm going to spend a lot in this entertainment because playing pool is actually a quite costly entertainment for a beginner like me.... But I am proud to say that my technique had improved after so many session with the pro!!!XD Thanks to my friends and classmates for teaching me~ :P


Another good news is I finally get my salary for the japanese food fair....:D This means that I had more money to be spent???XD


Next week is going to be another busy week again and I'm not going back home also although it is Father's day....I'm sorry, daddy.... I had some soft skills class going on and I had paid for it......I think my dad will surely understand my situation and not being able to celebrate with him!!! Newayz, I still want to tell my daddy that " Daddy, I LOVE YOU!"


It's late mid-night already and I guess is time to bed again....


Good night and sweet dream to all~


*nites*xoxo

累了...放了....

反反复复...兜兜转转....

结果还是一样没有改变....

好累了...

不想再这样下去了....

等待只会带来更多的失望...

期待只会带来更大的伤害....

梦醒了吗?

一切也应该结束了吧~

一次又一次...

所用的还是保持不变...

为什么你就是要对我那么残忍???

难道这就是我应该得到的下场吗????

我真的真的累了...

这游戏也该结束了....

这回...

我还真的不再等待了...

我还是回到原点了...

你就这样离我而去了....

再见!

Shopping always drive me C.R.A.Z.Y!!!!

Back in Subang again....my home sweet home....
After a week (actually just 5 days) continue the Kampar life....
I guess I started to know the feeling of missing home...the homesick....and how I ever hate it!!! :(
I missed everything here.... especially all my darlings and nice food and SHOPPING MALL!!!
Keke...today straight away back from Kampar to my second house, Pyramid for shopping.....WoW i love the feeling of spending even though I do not have lots of CASH~~~ KEKE!!!XD
And yeah, I spent more than RM300 today after tahan for so long....BAGS, HEELS, ACCESSORIES, and so on....WOOHOO!!!!
Then, night time hang out with a branch of friends to Club 7 for pool session again....yesterday also played with Brian and friends in Kampar pool center....oh gosh....this few days I been playing pool with different people.... kinda addicted to it seriously!!!:D  *oh well, it also makes me think of him whenever i played*
Gotta relax and enjoy myself for this few days already because after back to Kampar....everything will be in a rush and assignment and final thesis gotta get done before the due dates!!! Now, I am also worrying because I haven't get a person who willing to be my counseling client for practice for my assignment!!!! :(
Nah, not going to write here liao.....it's almost 3am and I guess I should go to bed now~~
To be continue...
*Nights*

xoxo