忍!忍!忍!!!!

今天又被某些人气到.........

我可以做的....就是忍!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我相信我的EQ还不错的咯.....

我一定可以熬过一切!!!!!

加油加油!!!!!!!^.^

mixed feelings

having many many many mixed feelings lately no matter in studies...friendship....and even relationship....guess i dun have to mention everything here....just wanna write something bout today's feeling....

well...i think im tired enuff to handle things....my stressor will turn to burn out soon!!!!ARGH....assignments and mid-term are killing me......BUT, no matter how hard i study for it....i will still get the same result that it's really bothering me ALWAYS!!!!!!GRRrr~~~ why am i so stupid????why can't i score better at least for ONCE????????i really feel very dissapointed on myself!!!!!!*T_T

another thing is......i just feel very annoy when talking to someone.....my patient have a limit ya know????!!!! u're pretty glad that i havent take any action before everything will turn up in a mess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:@:@

besides, im also have some moody feeling......because of him......i just dun know how to feelings comes to me and how am i going to face it!!!i know im really a lousy GF.......i'm sorry that i just need more time to learn and improve myself......hope that everyting will not turn badly anymore.......*sobsob*

assignment.....gonna kill me soon.....i guess i have to continue with my assignment already....no time for me cuz i still got 2 assignment to go and 1 more mid term on this FRIDAY!!!!!just no time to start to do any revision yet...><""

lastly,good news is....................I'M GOING BACK HOME THIS WEEKEND!!!!!YAHOO!!!!!!!1 month never go home liao.......miss my family and friends ler.........hope can meet up with some friends lor:):)....i miss my bed.............SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!wow...can't wait for it!!!!^.^

good night everyone....ZzzzzzzzzZZzzzzzzzzzz

永远在身边...

永远在身边 -- 大嘴巴

Baby boy永远永远手牵手 
一步两步一起走 
永远永远要记得 
我们要一起生活 
不管晴天的时候 
不管下雨的时候 
不放开手到永久 
我们要一起生活 
眼泪 她为你流过 也为自己掉过 
对于你们的爱 她总是抱着坚强的笑容 
错过那些时间 谢谢她的守候 
是时候 紧紧牵她的手 带她到你的城堡裡 
最近还好吗 想念的心开不了口 
枯想着妳有没有好好过 担心着妳每天生活 
你好吗 最近如何 照顾身体工作加油 
我一个人也会勇敢好好过 不让你担心多一秒 
想念着 每天每秒我们故事 每天每秒说好的事 
两个人一起散步 是最浪漫的事 
你是我的天使 给我力量能够坚持 
那些关心问候 翅膀一样的双手 是我最幸福的所有 
心裡面有你建的角落 脆弱时我能够躲一躲 
妳爱我 像翅膀一样温柔的手 我要抱着妳不要再错过 
你的爱 是最蓝那片天空 cuz baby girl I’m coming back home 
Baby boy永远永远手牵手 
一步两步一起走 
永远永远要记得 
我们要一起生活 
不管晴天的时候 
不管下雨的时候 
不放开手到永久 
我们要一起生活 
幸福 少了妳在身边不会完整 
人潮中朝你走来那张可爱微笑的脸孔 
这份爱 不是悸动 守护一辈子的感动 
这段路踏着幸福的每一步一起牵着手 
心疼妳会睡不好 总是缩在床的一角 
我要回来给妳依靠 哄妳看妳笑着睡着 
照片裡 你的微笑 我们甜蜜得打闹 
好希望微风把思念 代替我亲吻你嘴角 
想念着 每天每秒我们故事 每天每秒说好的事 
约定好去看的风景 爱谱成了诗 
你就是我的天使 给我力量能够坚持 
阳光灿烂午后 我又在街上走 你的影子不再寂寞 
想到你的身边到不了 像个路人般看热闹 
经过那个属于我们的转角 走过两个人曾经逛的街 
那些店 还有熟悉的画面 oh baby girl I’m coming back home 
Baby boy永远永远手牵手 
一步两步一起走 
永远永远要记得 
我们要一起生活 
不管晴天的时候 
不管下雨的时候 
不放开手到永久 
我们要一起生活 
没有办法想像 那画面 
一个孤独的背影走在 小公园 
一颗心 需要暖 一双手 需要牵 
故事要有美好结局 需要两双手来写 
永远 不是只出现在童话裡的梦 
在身边 眼泪加了蜜糖甜 
这句点 要完美画在无名指上 
承诺的开始 
恋人们 要一起珍藏

Where's my heart going??

just finish CMT 2 mid term today but tml still got Child mid term....

havent even start anything but i'm so lazy to start...

facebook is tempting...everything makes me dun feel like reading that too....

why am i so lazy?????no feeling to have mid term too!!!~

WaKE UP!!!WAKE UP!!!!!

i cannot continue to be like that already...is time to STUDY FOR CHILD MID TERM!!!!!!

drank 2 cups of TEA today...guess tonite will not be sleeping already.....><

tml 9.30am exam.....wish me luck......i wish i just can tahan till finish exam.....then....i will get my enuff sleep!!!!!OH wait........FRIDAY.....CULTURE mid term!!!!Oh GOsh....this is the sub that i skipped the class the most!!!!frankly,i dun even know what had been thought by the lecturer except in tutorial class....learned something cuz every week also got ppl present tutorial question infront the class!!!!!well,not much choice i can have now...gotta tahan abit more to study for culture mid term....T.T

HrmmM....i realize that i dun like to mix with many ppl lately....which means that i had learn to be more independent in doing things...such as......lunch or dinner time.....or go anywhere....i used to dun like to be alone whenever i go...but i found that i rather choose to be alone now......avoiding from conflict??misunderstand???or anything that might happen in the future.....yeah...i rather choose to be alone and feel like im the out group now.....nothing can be done....everyone seems to change...everyone seems to found the right person.....so i shall just continue to be alone and.....continue to live in my own world.....continue to talk to those who are just close to me....continue to mix with only those few of them.....continue to be myself......trying to avoid from anything happens....this is a good choice i guess!!!~~

AGAIN....wanna mention here that I MISS MY HOME!!!!!almost 1 month never go back subang already....this month really busy busy busy.....no chance to go home......maybe i should find a week that slightly free to back to subang before the finals is around the corner!!!!!aiKSS............i miss my bed......miss my parents.....miss my ji mui.....miss my dear dear......miss the delicious food.....miss the crazy time........T.T.......i am exhausted!!!!!!!i want to go HOME now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*sobsob*

is been so tired facing everything here......is been so suffering for all these while.....can i really have a break for this moment????????????

well....is not early now.....i shall start my revison in Child mid term tml already!!!!!ciao~~

*nites everyone*

*dear,i miss u alot!!!*xoxo

人心难测...

当我们越长越大...什么事情都会变得越来越复杂...人的本性也会变得越来越难以猜测.....

活在这世界上每个地方都会看到不同的人....要真的去了解每个人还真的很难!!!

人啊...不可貌相....表面对你好....不代表他们真的会是你的知己....

表面对你冷冷淡淡的....也未必会伤害你....

就这样...往往很多时候我们都不能判定谁是好人??谁是坏人???

再多再多的问题...也不只有一个解决方法.....

会做人....就会被受到爱戴...

不会做人....就永远被排斥.....

人...还是要带面具做人.....

人....还是要看别人的脸色做人.....

累了...

真的好累....

这些东西到底还要维持多久啊???????

"知人知面不知心..."

还是小心一点吧~~

1 down 5 to go!!!

Finally,1 mid term test is down (IO psy)...

actually i never really do well in the exam....do revision in last minute and also cin cai read through the notes....plus this morning when i wake up...im not feeling well again....went toilet for few times also....during exam time....i cannot concentrate in doing the question too....overall,i just feel bad n sad because i can't do my best in tis test!!!*sob sob*

9.30-11am is my mid-term test...then 11.30-1pm is my culture presentation....zzz...culture presentation also last minute only gao dim....somemore never really read through the thing i wrote....plus lazy and not enuff time....BUT,tutor surprise us with a question" how long did u guys prepare for this presentation??"...we tot that we did badly in the presentation but he said that we are confident enuff although just prepare for few days!!!LOL...actually we just complete our thing last nite!!!keke...luckily this was not tat bad as wat i thought!!!:):)

After that, 2pm have appointment with Grand Kampar Hotel to have an interview session with the worker there....well,after the interview.....we know many "secret" there...HAHA...but the workers there are mostly friendly and open because they willing to tell us many things bout the working environment there!!!we also get many information from them!!kekekeke~~~~

after that, me n cy went for a hair cut....and i cut my hair AGAIN and also rebonding for my hair....sitting there for 2 hour plus.....kinda boring but im satify with my hair now because i wont complain that it is very messy!!!:):)....

dinner time,went to have diiner wif friends and also celebrate a friend's birthday...then around 11.30pm went to G2(Youth Center) to celebrate my classmate's birthday!!!!so many ppl birthday this month....really broke liao!!!T.T.....me n cy went to the bakery shop and bought a "Durian Cake"....kekeke.....so we celebrate at G2 after 12am....

really tired for now....actually still got many things havent done but i really cannot take it liao....gotta have some nice rest 1st and continue my assignment n revision tml!!!!!

so,good nite everyone!!!!!!!!!!!

lastly,

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MEI JING!!!!^^

ARGH!!!!

ARGH!!!!lots of things havent done yet!!!!

TML got IO mid-term, Culture presentation and also need to go Grand Kampar Hotel for interview!!!!!gonna crazy liao~~~~~~~~~~

ARGH....why must i fall sick on this time????*sobsob*...can't even concentrate and focus to do my things....pain pain pain..........PLS GO AWAY~~~~~~

ARGH~~~~ i gonna SIAO soon....thurs still got Abnormal Psy mid-term....AND AND AND....gotta go Penang to interview a clinical psychologist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH...................BUSY BUSY BUSY.......next week 4 assignment due date...3 mid term AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! save me out of this world PLEASE!!!!!T.T

ARGH....guess today i will not sleep well again....

*hungry* but cannot simply eat things....HAIHXxxxx.....

tell me what's life for?????????

TGIF!!!!

TGIF= Thank God It's Friday!!!

WEEeeeeeeee.....finally it's friday........the day i'm waiting.....

because....ehem ehem......*secret*.....

happy happy happy!!!!

hope that i can have a lovely weekend although i still need to finish my Culture Assignment & preparation for Tuesday's presentation....I/O mid term on Tuesday also.....AND Abnormal mid term on Thursday!!!!!

Meanwhile, assignment due date is on Week 8 which is the week after next week....4 assignment to be hang up and 4 mid term too!!!GG!!!!><

Oh WELL...dun care lar....i gonna take a breath and watch TRANSFORMER!!!!* i know im kinda outdated cuz i dun have the time mah*...will be going to watch it with my beloved dear:P:P

YEAH...can't wait it!!!!!

and still...

CAN't wait to start my revision for MID TERM...

this time,

only 20% effort and i guess i will get 80% as a result right???

LOL!!!

this is what our speaker Capt.Ariva thought us in his Critical thinking soft skills!!!!XDXD

will it works???

KAKAKA....we will look forward into it~~~~

GAMBATEH KAREN GOH!!!!

GAMBATEH TO MY ALL FRIENDS TOO!!!^^

03/07/2009

HAPPY 6th MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR!!!!^.^

Finally...today is the day that i have looking forward....actually this week i planned to go back Subang...but because last Tues i already back for assignment purpose...so my mum ask me not to go back!!!!

I feel sad and dissapointed at first...but I have no choice also because u also can't make it to find me in Kampar!!!

 We did not get to "celebrate" our montly anniversary every month or neither today...but,i think is not a very big day for it already...Just hope that we could be happy together everyday!!!!

Well,at here...just wanna tell u that u r part of me in my life and i wish we could walk together till the end!!!:):)

DEAR,

I LOVE YOU!!!!xoxo

HAPPY 6th MONTH ANNIVERSARY~~

MOODY + TIRED!!!

basically,nothing much i wanna write now...just wanna update some post in my blog but not today...will be posting another day which i got the feeling to tell about today!!!

have a nice trip to visit a kindergarden and inerview and did some activities with the kids over there for our assignment purpose....and 2days 1nite trip back to my HOME SWEET HOME....

will update it ASAP!!!:):)

in da same time....im also not feeling very well these few days and having some problem wif some issues.....hope that everything can be settle and ok...nothing much that i wanna share here yet cuz now really not in that kind of mood to write down here!!!!but i promise will blog out here as soon as possible kays???

*hope tomorrow will be another better day*

*hope everything will go smooth*

*hope everything can be settle and done soon*

god bless me and u!!!:):)

nitezZ...