*sigh*

  hrm...i dun really understand bout wat kind of feelings im having now....it's like so complicated till...i dun wanna face it...gosh...wat happen to me atcually?!?!?
  haizz...i dun know why sumtimes when i think of sumone...then i will be very...angry...i guess...or..."bu fu qi"...i think....i juz dun understand why i will have this kind of feelings....hrmn..maybe i still mind of wad happens on me last few weeks....zzz....i can't forget wat atcually HAPPENS!!!WHY...?....why muz me to be suffer from tat kind of problems?!!??....sumtimes i really like a "useless" ppl....wat tat i give out...i dun even get back 1% from tat....summore need to suffer those complicated n stupid things.....walao...seems like im a ROBOT...wif no feelings lar!!!!but who knows........IT REALLY HURTS ME ALOT LAR!!!!
  oh gosh....i dun know wat's the main point im in this world now?.....life is juz SO bad to me....unhappy things seems to like me alot.....im wonder i dun have all those kind of"happy...sad.." feelings anymore!!!T.T....everythings i had done...it juz a waste of everthing....zzz......WHY LIKE TAT ler!!!
   but,anyways,im happy tat....sumbody do msg me back....n i think it means tat...he finally REMEMBER ME liao...=).....hrm...i hope so lar.......or maybe....im thinking too much bah!!~....aiya...watever issit....i dun care lar....im happy wif tat ady lar!!...hope our friendship will NEVER ENDS till forever~~~ *!!yahoo*!!!