What else should i have hold on to.....

This is the last last post for year 2011 already...Nothing much i want to mention here because i dun wanna think bak of those unhappy moments.... All i want now is moving on to a better life in a brand new year 2012!!!! I have choose to run far far away from home and start a new lofe with all myself....A place where im not really familiar wif... A place that i hope i can escape everything that i faced now.... To start everything new, i juz need to have some new resolution for a better starting of year 2012! Im really tired of hiding those feeling inside mu heart so such a long long time already.... Sometimes i wish tat there will be someone who will stop me from all my decision...its impossible for everything because there will be no one who willing to do that for me mow!!! I hate being a replacement of somebody else.... And i sometimes dun understand why ppl likes to take me as the replacement! Gosh....do u know how much i being hurt and how much i need to pretend myself and smile in front of them? Wtf, who cares for now.... Im not going to be the one anymore!!!! I need my life bak... I need to let go and learn to be independent already!!!!!!!!!!!!! Last of all, hope everyone will have their dreams cone true and stay happy and healthier than before!!!!!!! Good luck peeps....Happy New Year Everyone!!!!!(:

Changes of myself in year 2011...

    

Merry Christmas 2011...

Wish everyone out there.....Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!! Hope everyone will have a great day out there.....:D

Stay tunned.....

Today is a enjoyable day with my fellow friends~ (:


Meanwhile, I also went to Salon (Snips) to have a new hair look! *Teehee*


This time not only cut or rebornding....it's something else! :P


And yeah, I will write it and post it at my next post as now I am still sick and lazy to think and write already! 


Heeheee, wanna know more bout it....pls keep urself update ya! :D


Christmas is near and I can feel the joy and laugher out there and faces on everyone! Oh and before I forget....I would like to wish everyone " Happy Winter Solstice Festival 冬至快乐!!!" Blessed from me and my family~ It's a must to eat "tang yuan" ya!!! Oh NO~~~ I dun want to grow older ler~~~~~~ T_T 

And lastly, good night and have a nice day everyone! 

^.^ 

The next step : Forget, Focus, Carry....

This will mean everything! <3

I...guess....it....so.....

ARGHhhhh!!!

I dun want to be invisible!!! >.<

Can't you hear me????!!!

我以为。。。（品冠的歌）

你曾说不想有天让我知道

你对他有那么好

你说会懂我的失落

不是靠宽容

就能够解脱

我以为

我出现的时候刚好

你和他正说要分开

我以为你

已对他不再期待

不纵容他再给你伤害

我以为我的温柔

能给你真的愉悦

我以为我能全力

填满你感情缺口

专心陪在你左右

弥补他一切的错

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究

你会慢慢明白

他的心不在你身上

我的关心

你依然无动于衷

我的以为 只是我以为

我以为我的温柔

能给你真的愉悦

我以为我能全力

填满你感情缺口

专心陪在你左右

弥补他一切的错

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶

你却还笑着原谅

原来你早就想好

你要留在谁身旁

我以为我够坚强

却一天天地失望

少给我一点希望

希望就不是奢望