难以形容的心情~

周末的心情还真的很复杂~

什么地方也没有去

就只是想在家

不是不想出去..

想想下也没有什么特别的地方可以去..

甚至没有什么朋友可以约...

哎...是我人缘差了吗??还是朋友都有自己的节目呢???

好想找个人聊天也很难的...

我是不是应该检讨自己了呢???

好复杂哦...

到底我又怎么了??

有时候看见朋友有个人陪...真的会很羡慕...

而我....

想找人陪的时候好真的有点困难...

我也好想有个人陪嘛...毕竟我也是个女生啦~~

感觉好像desperate....

不是啦...

真的不是desperate...

只是想找人陪我聊天啦~~

好久都没有那种很舒服的感觉了............

普通朋友 -- 陶喆

普通朋友 -- 陶喆

等待

我随时随地在等待

做你感情上的依赖

我没有任何的疑问

这是爱

我猜

你早就想要说明白

我觉得自己好失败

从天堂掉落到深渊

多无奈

我愿意改变(what can i do?)

重新再来一遍(just give me change)

我无法只是普通朋友

感情已那么深

叫我怎么能收手

但你说

i only want to be your friend

做个朋友

我在

你心中只是just a friend

不是情人

我感激你对我这样的坦白

但我给你的爱暂时收不回来

so i

我不能只是be your friend

i just can't be your friend

我不能做你的朋友

不能只是做普通朋友

Our Outing^^

US^^

Yen Er n Me^^

last tues, me n Yen Er ( my NS best friend ) went to sing k together...
we really long time never meet each other already
because both of us also busy wif our studies!!
had fun n miss the time we used to be together in NS...
really thanks to her because she is the one who always beside me n support me
when i facing problems in NS...tough time...but i really miss those days....
hope our friendship will never end FOREVER!!!
take care,my dear friend....
OUR OUTING to 1 UTAMA (Neway) was great!!!
im hoping for the next time to meet her...=))

Siu Keong Teacher N ME in Sakae Sushi

long long waited day has come...

finally siu keong teacher come find me as wat he promised few "years" ago...

kekekeke...

happy to meet up with him!!^^

he is 1 of my NS training teacher...

he is a friendly and funny guy...

always love to "ZAT" me alot....haha but i know he doesn't mean it lar!!XD

few years of knowing him...

feel comfortable to talk to him although sometimes he like to KEK me...=pp

so,yesterday nite(thurs) he came to find me after work...

we went to sunway pyramid...

undecide to eat what and finally.....we went to SAKAE SUSHI!!^^

my fav SUSHI^^

happy happy lar of cuz........tat is the time i can bully him mah!!LOL~

no need i pay lar of cuz....working man can pay for it right...hohoho...

thanks to siu keong teacher!!!^.^

salmon is always my fav..^^...really nice n tasty...should hav a try!!

this is siu keong teacher lar...i always call him UNCLE de...although he is only 25!!XD

it's me...obviously...lol...he curi ambil ler!!=pp

is US lar...Uncle n ME.....
*we never take pic together for few years already luu*
*good memory for us too*

this is taken before we back...hrm...atcually we took quite many pic ler but after we back home we realise none of pics of us r NICE!!!OH NO...but,luckily i still manage to find few pics which i think is nice lar...*tis will be 1 of it i guess*

had a great nite with siu keong teacher...haha...after our dinner...we went to walk around sunway because it's LADIES's NITE!!atcually my friend ask me to clubbing....i got think of going de but at last also nv go lor cuz i just wear very normal only...paiseh mah...kekeke
btw,is happy to meet up with old friends like them because we cannot see each other everyday or contact frequently...so i really enjoy my nite wif uncle de ler....he promise me will come find me often lar...hope he is not lying me lar!!!XD

NEW LIFE NEW ME!!^^

finally,i'm using blogspot to blogging again...

still quite new n not familiar wif it...hope can cope it soon...

hav a nice day everyone^^

我又怎么了??

这个星期回来...并没有去哪里... 昨天只是和干弟去喝茶~ 我们啊...总是有说不完的故事... 一见到面就可以讲个不停...够"三八"!!!哈哈哈...XD
今天呢... 并没有去哪里... 只是陪同家人到PJ的UTAR和Subang的Inti询问弟弟读书的东西... 忙了整个下午咯...好累好累...ZZzzz...晚上就去Summit吃东西... 然后就Popular买写文具...要考试了嘛!!! 今天好见到我的学生...真的好开心!!!=)) 另外,在他们的要求下...我们还拍了照留念....真的很感动他们还记得我...想念我... 真的谢谢他们!!!=)) 我想五月的放假我一定会回去探望他们的!!!拭目以待吧~~
表面上.. 我还蛮开心的!! 不过, 心里却有点莫名其妙的感觉... 我不知道到底是为了什么...*emo* 第一就是...现在的他... 那天知道事情的真相后... 我的心很不甘心... 就是很不甘心!!!!! 为什么要那样对我????? 其实也可以说是我自己找的吧... 也许一开始就不应该那样笨了啦... 太容易相信别人的话...最后伤心的人还是自己.... 为什么???为什么???为什么??? 虽然还是很不甘心... 我也不能做什么... 我也没有跟朋友提起这些不开心的事啦... 只好在这里说出我的不满咯~~ 因为这里没有人会知道我在说谁啊~~~ 哈哈哈!!!=D
另外,就是我的考试咯....不知道为什么我很担心....感觉上我之前上过的课我都没有好好专心上课....现在说起来还真的有点后悔和惭愧....=((....时间真的过得很快.....不知不觉又要过了半年.....haihzzZZ.....好想回到中学读书的时候!!!!也许现在担心那么多也是没有用的啦....我要做的是自己的本份....那应该足够了吧~~~不要想了啦~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i dun know why!!~

feel so tired lately...dun know why!!~ luckily today can have a rest at home...zzz...
these 2 days....cant imagine tat i went to the same place....PYRAMID...again!!!....mon after giving tuition went there wif lee peng....atcually we went there to buy present for our friend's birthday lor...so...at last....i spent quite alot for tat day....i bought a cloth for myself in MNG...then...present for my friend n oso a present for my student...=)....
yesterday....i went there again wif kit mun for lunch...then...after dat i ask my pet bro to find me there...so....we went to play POOL...hehehehe....althought im a noob...xD...
finally today can rest at home ady...tonite gotta go my student's birthday party!!!aiks...im affraid tat...it will be bored...zzz....but anyways...hope tat i can have fun lar!!^^
hrm....tml gotta watch movie wif my pet bro....hehehe...tis is the 1st time he ajak me oni....cuz...be4 tat...everytime we hang out...he surely will ask his friend along too....so im looking forward for tml....=)
hrm.....im so dissapointed tat.....the 2 days i went to pyramid.....we cant even meet lor....T.T....aiks...look like we really dun have fate liao.....not like last time....almost everytime i went there...i will met him....zzzz....i really dun know wat's on my mind now!!!....im kinda confusing again because i feel tat the feeling towards him seems to change again...i dun know why these happens again??!!!....wat should i do??!!!!!!!GOD....plz HELP me!!!!!