Our Outing^^

US^^

Yen Er n Me^^

last tues, me n Yen Er ( my NS best friend ) went to sing k together...
we really long time never meet each other already
because both of us also busy wif our studies!!
had fun n miss the time we used to be together in NS...
really thanks to her because she is the one who always beside me n support me
when i facing problems in NS...tough time...but i really miss those days....
hope our friendship will never end FOREVER!!!
take care,my dear friend....
OUR OUTING to 1 UTAMA (Neway) was great!!!
im hoping for the next time to meet her...=))

Siu Keong Teacher N ME in Sakae Sushi

long long waited day has come...

finally siu keong teacher come find me as wat he promised few "years" ago...

kekekeke...

happy to meet up with him!!^^

he is 1 of my NS training teacher...

he is a friendly and funny guy...

always love to "ZAT" me alot....haha but i know he doesn't mean it lar!!XD

few years of knowing him...

feel comfortable to talk to him although sometimes he like to KEK me...=pp

so,yesterday nite(thurs) he came to find me after work...

we went to sunway pyramid...

undecide to eat what and finally.....we went to SAKAE SUSHI!!^^

my fav SUSHI^^

happy happy lar of cuz........tat is the time i can bully him mah!!LOL~

no need i pay lar of cuz....working man can pay for it right...hohoho...

thanks to siu keong teacher!!!^.^

salmon is always my fav..^^...really nice n tasty...should hav a try!!

this is siu keong teacher lar...i always call him UNCLE de...although he is only 25!!XD

it's me...obviously...lol...he curi ambil ler!!=pp

is US lar...Uncle n ME.....
*we never take pic together for few years already luu*
*good memory for us too*

this is taken before we back...hrm...atcually we took quite many pic ler but after we back home we realise none of pics of us r NICE!!!OH NO...but,luckily i still manage to find few pics which i think is nice lar...*tis will be 1 of it i guess*

had a great nite with siu keong teacher...haha...after our dinner...we went to walk around sunway because it's LADIES's NITE!!atcually my friend ask me to clubbing....i got think of going de but at last also nv go lor cuz i just wear very normal only...paiseh mah...kekeke
btw,is happy to meet up with old friends like them because we cannot see each other everyday or contact frequently...so i really enjoy my nite wif uncle de ler....he promise me will come find me often lar...hope he is not lying me lar!!!XD

NEW LIFE NEW ME!!^^

finally,i'm using blogspot to blogging again...

still quite new n not familiar wif it...hope can cope it soon...

hav a nice day everyone^^

我又怎么了??

这个星期回来...并没有去哪里... 昨天只是和干弟去喝茶~ 我们啊...总是有说不完的故事... 一见到面就可以讲个不停...够"三八"!!!哈哈哈...XD
今天呢... 并没有去哪里... 只是陪同家人到PJ的UTAR和Subang的Inti询问弟弟读书的东西... 忙了整个下午咯...好累好累...ZZzzz...晚上就去Summit吃东西... 然后就Popular买写文具...要考试了嘛!!! 今天好见到我的学生...真的好开心!!!=)) 另外,在他们的要求下...我们还拍了照留念....真的很感动他们还记得我...想念我... 真的谢谢他们!!!=)) 我想五月的放假我一定会回去探望他们的!!!拭目以待吧~~
表面上.. 我还蛮开心的!! 不过, 心里却有点莫名其妙的感觉... 我不知道到底是为了什么...*emo* 第一就是...现在的他... 那天知道事情的真相后... 我的心很不甘心... 就是很不甘心!!!!! 为什么要那样对我????? 其实也可以说是我自己找的吧... 也许一开始就不应该那样笨了啦... 太容易相信别人的话...最后伤心的人还是自己.... 为什么???为什么???为什么??? 虽然还是很不甘心... 我也不能做什么... 我也没有跟朋友提起这些不开心的事啦... 只好在这里说出我的不满咯~~ 因为这里没有人会知道我在说谁啊~~~ 哈哈哈!!!=D
另外,就是我的考试咯....不知道为什么我很担心....感觉上我之前上过的课我都没有好好专心上课....现在说起来还真的有点后悔和惭愧....=((....时间真的过得很快.....不知不觉又要过了半年.....haihzzZZ.....好想回到中学读书的时候!!!!也许现在担心那么多也是没有用的啦....我要做的是自己的本份....那应该足够了吧~~~不要想了啦~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i dun know why!!~

feel so tired lately...dun know why!!~ luckily today can have a rest at home...zzz...
these 2 days....cant imagine tat i went to the same place....PYRAMID...again!!!....mon after giving tuition went there wif lee peng....atcually we went there to buy present for our friend's birthday lor...so...at last....i spent quite alot for tat day....i bought a cloth for myself in MNG...then...present for my friend n oso a present for my student...=)....
yesterday....i went there again wif kit mun for lunch...then...after dat i ask my pet bro to find me there...so....we went to play POOL...hehehehe....althought im a noob...xD...
finally today can rest at home ady...tonite gotta go my student's birthday party!!!aiks...im affraid tat...it will be bored...zzz....but anyways...hope tat i can have fun lar!!^^
hrm....tml gotta watch movie wif my pet bro....hehehe...tis is the 1st time he ajak me oni....cuz...be4 tat...everytime we hang out...he surely will ask his friend along too....so im looking forward for tml....=)
hrm.....im so dissapointed tat.....the 2 days i went to pyramid.....we cant even meet lor....T.T....aiks...look like we really dun have fate liao.....not like last time....almost everytime i went there...i will met him....zzzz....i really dun know wat's on my mind now!!!....im kinda confusing again because i feel tat the feeling towards him seems to change again...i dun know why these happens again??!!!....wat should i do??!!!!!!!GOD....plz HELP me!!!!!

cant sleep..zzz..

OH MY GOD!!!...i dun know wat's wrong wif me now....i cant even have a nice sleep yesterday nite....my mind keep thinking of many many things....haizz....wat happen to me again???!!!
yesterday went pyramid...*KIM GARY* for dinner wif my family....aiks...tot can meet him there...but...TOO bAD n TOO laTE tat...he suddenly msg me n tell me he finished his work n went home liao....zzz....hrm....maybe we dun have fate bah!!...a little disspointed lor because really long long time nv see him liao...miss him so much....especially....these few days...lolx.....i guess....it's because we r getting better right now bah....so...i used to think ALOT...until...i cant concentrate in doing other things!!!...HIS FAULT lar....who ask him sms me 1st wor...lolx...still wanna blame ppl pulak...*doink*...
i still cant really know wat's on my mind now...juz feel confusing n complicated...lolx...sendiri cari pasal i think...xD...maybe...is because....lately got 2 ppl ask me to become his gf ler...i really dun know how to reject them!!!atcually....i DID...told them in a indirectly way....i think they should get wat i mean de lor...but...yet....still....they dun....GIVE UP...zzz....wat should i do??!!!*gosh*....2 ppl wanna me to give them a good answer oso....2 oso wanna me accept them...but seriously....im really SORRY tat...i cant even accept them because im not ready yet..!!!....hrmm...tis is one of the reason oni lar....i juz dun wanna hurt anybody anymore....in my heart...i still missing the person tat i do like all tis year...no one can give me such feeling like he do....unfortunately.....i dun think we got the chance to get back together....but...i still cant accept the others in the same time!!!plz.....forgive me!!!....i know im stupid...but....feeling is the most important thing for me...without dat....it's really hard to maintain a relationship lor...am i correct??.....wondering....hehe...
but anyway,im trying to find a chance to tell the 2 ppl honestly....bout my feeling n wat im thinking bout....althought i know tat they ady know the problem wif me...zzz.....juz hope tat....they will understand me n accept my desicion lar!!!i really dun wanna hurt their feelings....i can understand how does it feel....i experience it myself....so...i dun wanna other ppl to get hurt!!!
hrm....guess this cuming week i should be able to have a chance to meet HIM gua...hope tat we really get to meet each other lar~~^^...ohya...tml gotta give tuition ler...a little scary lar...cuz...im helping my friend for tml n oso tuesday...hopefully everything goes fine n well.....then....after tat....i will have the chance to hang out n shopping wif my friends lu!!!cant wait for tat now....xD....1 more week till school re-open....2 more week till i stop my work as a teacher......now im starting to miss those small lil kids liao.....im affraid tat i will drop my tears on the last day ler....really bu she de them!!!!hope tat next time we will have the chance to meet again....n oso hope they will remember me in their heart!!!=)...
gotta stop crapping liao...kekeekke...
TO BE CONTINUE!!!~
*muAXx*

hrm...confusing??

dun know why i cant sleep tonite...long time dun have such problem liao lor...until tis nite...im still thinking of many things....sumthing is on my mind...tat i dun think i should think too much!!...but i cant stop my mind from thinking of tat thing!!zzz...i dun understand why i have tat kind of feeling again....i tot...everything was over...everything was settle...everything was going fine wif wat i had done.........but WHY?....why such confusing feeling comes again???!!!
these few days....i keep sms wif him.....suddenly....we became friends again....dun know why....we getting better after all things had happened...but....the feeling on me towards him nv change!!!im still missing him all the time...still thinking of him eventhough i know we cant be together again!!!....tat kind of feeling towards him really very special....cant even describe wif words...juz know tat kind of confusing n complicated feelings cum again....zzz....why these happens AGAIN?!!!
hrm....maybe i still care of him all the time...juz tat....before tat...i was always busy wif school stuff n seldom have the chance to think bout him....!...atcually...i admit tat i still have feeling towards him...but i know....he doesn't have tat kind of feeling towards me anymore!!!....quite sad atcually...but wat to do...im used to it ady!!!all this while....im juz keeping that kind of feeling inside my heart....im juz missing him quietly...without anyone realising....quite tough oso but...i juz dun know who can i tell...cuz my friends doesn't agree wif me all the while...=(.....so...i can oni keep it inside my heart.....i felt tired enuff of missing him....i dun know wat shall i do now anymore!!!!
i really feel happy when he willing to sms wif me n we chit-chatting for few days liao....is juz like...we r going back to time....1 year before....we knew each other.....until we together....until we argue....until we become strangers....until....now......1 year n few months oni....many many many things had happen on us!!!......but i still missing the day....we were together.....i still remember how we hang out together...how we start....how we even break up in school dat day!!!.....those kind of memories....cant even forget in my mind!!!...i really dun know WHY?!!
really hope next week can hang out wif him because he promise wan to cum my house n fetch me....i really wish the day to cum soon...haha....xD.....i hope we can have the feeling again...but i know it's oni my point of view....im the one who thinking TOO MUCH!!!....wat to do.....he really make me like him so deeply.....i juz dun know why will tis happen???.....it's kinda suffering oso because i gotta act tat im ok n i gotta pretend everything was over infront of him....im affraid....if....he know tat i still have feelings towards him...then....he will ignore me again....n we will....again....become STRANGERS!!!!i really dun hope tat kind of situation happens on US again!!!!so plzzz....i juz wanna be friends wif him n care of him.........i dun mind if he really treat me as one if his friend oni....all i wan...juz him to be HAPPY!!!!
i dun know wat will happen next....but...i really apprieciate the time we were together....really wanna thanks to him because i feel the happiness when im wif him!!!...those sweet memories....is unforgettable for me.....will keep in my heart n my mind till i die~~
really hope tat one day i got the chance to say "THANK YOU" to him....hope we can be forever good friends!!!^^...wish him happy n hope he found his love one soon....=)